He loves me not - A Harry Styles FanFiction

Chapter 10

A/N- Okay so sorry I haven't updated in a while •_• and it's currently 11:02pm and I have nothing better to do so I'm updating...the things I do. -Lauren xx.

There's a possibility that I could die. Any moment. Even if someone just throws a football at me. It's the worst example but the truest thing. I can't live a normal life. Not with my condition. I couldn't tell the boys this. Not Harry, he'd never think if me the same again. He'll think I'm weird or an outcast. I'll have to makeup excuses of why I can't do things anymore. I'll have to live the rest of my life lying to my boyfriend when really all he's ever done is be completely honest with me.

"Hi love, what did the doctor say?"

"Oh you know Harry, just low blood sugar. He said I didn't have any sugar left in my body so I went into cardiac arrest. Nothing major. Just to watch my diet."

God if felt so bad to say those words to him. It was killing me inside.

"Good. Now let's go home."

On the car ride there I decided it has been a while since I checked twitter.

@Itsss_Isabel: Just a low blood sugar. Nothing major. Xx

@Harry_Styles: So happy to be back with my babes ;)

@Nat_Nat: Go die bitch ! Fuck

You!

@Taylorrr: Happy to see you back together! You deserve it :) #Hasbel <33

@NiallOfficial: God damnit. I don't know what i did to deserve this.

Looks like twitter was good. Except for Niall's recent update.

When we got back to the flat everyone was waiting for us. They looked so happy when I walked in I felt tears of joy starting to stain my cheeks.

"Boo what happened?!? We missed you!" Eleanor said before giving me a tight squeeze. Ouch that hurt!

"Yeahh, we need to go shopping again." Danielle said before kissing my cheek.

"It's fine guys I just had a low blood sugar at the time. I had a heart attack then went into cardiac arrest and then came back to life. No biggie."

"Wow Isabel you make it sound like that happens everyday!" Louis said.

I felt a sudden pang in the left side of my body. It was brutal but it only lasted about a good 10 seconds. It hurt like hell. It felt like some one was punching you over and over again. Unfortunately my try to cove up the pain wasn't that good.

"Isabel what's wrong are you ok? Do we need to go back?" Liam asked very worriedly.

"No no I'm fine. Just muscle soreness from the IV tubes."

"You sure babe?" Zayn said with great brown eyes.

"Yeah I'm sure I think I just need a nap."

"K well I'll wake you when it's time for dinner babes. Sound good?" Eleanor asked?

"Yeah sure, thanks."

Before I went upstairs I caught Harry and Niall both looking at me strangely. I could tell that they weren't falling for my lie.

"Isabel we need to talk." Harry said while opening the door to our room.

"I was actually gonna take a nap so maybe later but-"

"I know that you're lying about what the doctor told you."

"Am I really that bad of a lair?"

"No, I'm just that good of a boyfriend. Now tell me what the doctor said."

"He said that I have CHD. It's a condition that damages the main artery that supplies blood to your heart and the rest of your body. He says that if I get badly hurt or injured in the left side of my body, depending on the force of impact, I can die."

"That's why you winced when Eleanor gave you a hug right?"

"Yes."

I started to cry. But I didn't know why. It was just one of those moments where you just break out and don't want to stop. You just can't contain the emotions within you.

"Harry, I don't want to die. I want to live forever. And grow old with you. And have a family. I'm too young." I said in between sobs.

"Isabel, look at me. Nothing in this world will ever hurt you ever again. I won't let anybody hurt you no matter who they are or what they did. You're safe now. Here, in my arms. Nothing will ever come between us. Nothing." he said while cradling me into his warm chest.

"Harry sing to me."

"For you, anything."

He started to sing "Isn't She Lovely" by Stevie Wonder. His audition song. It changed him forever. It changed me forever. I don't know how but I managed to fall asleep in Harry's arms thinking about how my life will end up. Who knows maybe I'll die tomorrow. Or who knows maybe I'll live forever. All I know is that I couldn't imagine life without him.

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