He loves me not - A Harry Styles FanFiction

Chapter 8

A/N- Sorry that was a short chapter ! I just didn't want to include this chapter in the previous one because I thought it deserved a little chapter of its own !! Shoutout to MIKI <3 @MIKILOVES1D and Danielaaa <3 for giving me support and great comments on my fanfiction. Kay so on with the chapterrr>>> Lauren. Xxx

What was he going to say to me ? How was I going to react? I didn't want to see his face so I pretended that I was still asleep. As he walked into my room I heard him sigh a little and then started to cry. I never in my entire life heard Harry Edward Styles cry. THIS WAS A FIRST ! I wanted to open my eyes oh so badly to see the face that I once loved and still do.

'Isabel. Please listen to me."

I guess this was his effort to talk to me. Letting his true feelings show. Not knowing that I would be listening to every single word he said.

"it wasn't what you thought it was. We were talking. And i was telling her how good it was to see after so long but that she needed to leave because I loved you and not her. then she got pissed and said that she was my one true love but I told her no. I told her it was you Isabel. I told her it was you. And then we heard you running up the stairs. I was about to get up and come outside until she jumped on me. Isabel she really did launch herself on me. I was taken back. I lost control of my balance and fell back. Babe I know that you can't hear me right now but know that i would never in a million years choose her or any other girl over you. You make me believe in love at first sight and you made me realize that you were the missing puzzle piece to my heart. Don't leave me now I beg of you. I need you more than anything in the world. I didn't let her sleep here. She just stayed. I rented a motel room for the night because I couldn't go back to sleep knowing that you wouldn't be there next to me.

I was in shock. Hearing him apologize and say those words was just making me think about telling him how I felt and how I forgave him and giving up this sleeping thing. But he had more words to say and I wanted to hear them like this.

"I have a song for you and even though you can't hear it I'll at least know that I will remember this moment forever."

He took my hand in his and started to sing "Dreaming With A Broken Heart" By John Mayer. I remember on one of our many dates we were passing a grave site and he told me to come with him to a very special grave. It was his grandads. He was the only thing he had after him and his mum divorced. But then he died shortly after the divorce. Harry said that every time he had a chance he would pass by here and sing this song to him. I told him it was one of my favorite songs and it changed the way he felt about the song forever. I was suddenly getting very emotional thinking about all the good times we shared and thinking of how i could never let them go. I needed Harry more than I needed air to breathe. I loved him with all that I had.

"When you're dreaming with a broken heart. The wakin' up is the hardest part." I heard him finish the song.

I needed to tell him how I felt about him and I how I loved him.

"Harry...that was absolutely breathtaking.I want you to know that I feel the exact same way about you. I love you Harry and I don't ever want you to leave my side. Ever."

"Isabel", he said with a shocked smile "I will always love you and I will never leave your side." he said before planting a light kiss upon my lips. His warm and soft against mine dried and cold. I felt loved and I felt passionate. I didn't want his moment to end. This was a kiss I ave never felt with any guy. Not even with Harry until now.

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A/N- Soooo I was having a hard time choosing a song for this chapter until I googled "Sad songs about love" ( yes I really did do that) and "Dreaming With A Broken Heart" came up. And i loveee John Mayer so I clicked it and fell in love ! i was legit about to cry !! If you haven't listened to it you need to!! Also I was thinking about "The A Team" by Ed Sheeran but something in my mind told me to keep that one for myself. So listen to both of those songs :) Hoped you like it !!!