Chapter 14

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A/N- Wayhoo! Ok so yes another update?!? Definitely. Lawl, so after this update it might be a while til I update again because I'm sorting out my plot! And this chapter will kind of be booboo so yeah :/ k, vote please - Lauren xx

"Ni..Niall?"

"Oh...uh Isabel. Goodnight?"

Wow this was awkward. How am I supposed to confront a boy who just bitch slapped me not to long ago?

"Can I come in?"

"Yeah sure."

As I walked into his room I noticed a bunch of lyrics sheets spread across the floor, clothes thrown everywhere and countless bottles of empty beer. Was I doing all of this to him?

"Writing a new song?"

"Uhh, yeah I've been trying."

"Niall we need to talk-"

"Save it Isabel. I don't want your pity of sorrow for me. I can handle myself. I know you love Harry and nothing will change that", Niall said looking away from me.

Gosh, that was harsh. And yet as I look at him through the moonlight, blue eyes shinning, I can't help but feel a little emotion towards him.

"But Niall I don't even know where he is. He left me. He doesn't love me. He ran away and I'm sure as hell that he'll never come back."

"Kinda like how you left us? And here I am again comforting you. Seems like its a cycle eh?"

"Why Niall?"

"Why what?"

"Why do you love me?"

"Do you honestly want to know why", he said with a chuckle.

"More than anything."

"Alright. Well it's because you're you. You don't try and be someone else. You don't try to fit in, you stand out and you're proud of it. You couldn't care what anyone else says about you. You're strong and fearless. And you're beautiful Isabel. The way that you treat people is unbelievable. You don't know how amazing you are. You can make everyone in the room stop talking by just breathing. You make my heart stop and skip a beat whenever you talk. You have this vibe that everyone loves. Face it Isabel, you're just irresistible. That's why I'm in love with you."

The tears had fallen. But not out of pain, pity or sorrow, but out of love. After all these years Niall has been loving me unconditionally and I've been hurting him without even knowing it. But he doesn't know how vulnerable I am. How weak I am around other people. How words can send me caving in.

"But Niall, I'm not as strong as you think I am. I'm weak when I see hate, I cry every time someone tells me crap. I'm not the girl you think you love."

He took my hand in his and for a second I could've sworn I had fireworks bursting from my fingertips.

"Isabel Marie if I didn't love you and think of you the way why would you think I would've said that?"

"I..I don't know Niall. Maybe you're just feeling sorry for me cause he's gone."

"I don't feel sorry for you love. I know you don't want that. You want someone to be there. To hold you close and to whisper in your ear that they love and care for you. And you know what? I'm here for you. I will never leave you no matter what happens."

"Niall", I said sobbing into his chest.

"Yeah"?

"Don't ever let go."

"No Isabel I won't let go. C'mon I think you need to go to sleep."

"No...no not alone. With...with you."

"Of course love. I'll always be there."

As I climbed in to bed with Niall knowing that I possibly just made his life I began to realize what my life has made me. It's made me stronger as a person. Not lowing what's gonna come next. It made me wonder how I'll be. And yet laying down here next to Niall with our hands still intertwined and my head buried into his chest it just...it just felt right. And for the first time in my life I finally realized that I was falling in love with Niall James Horan.

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A/N- Ohhhhhh yeah! Finally! Lol but will they finally become a couple or will Harry find his way back into Isabel's heart once again? CLIFFHANGER :D okay so it'll be a while til I update cause I need to finish another one of my stories. But please VOTE and PROMOTE. It's kinda short :/ but it has so much drama ;)

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