Swan Song//Carziger Fanfic

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"I created a monster a hell within my head, no where to go I'm out on my own oh I am so scared! I created a monster a beast inside my head, I've nowhere to go, I'm out on my own my mind impaired awake me from my nightmare!"

*Cody POV*

I continued to fall as the wind pushed me down. Wanting me to leave the earth and to never come back. My body kept me dragging me down until there was nothing for me to hit. Nothing stood below me to stop me from falling, and no one was there to grab my hand and drag me back up. No one was able to save me from the depths of my own problems.

No one would be able to understand the difficulties I was being pulled one way and another. No one would be able to stop the evil that was overshadowing me. No one was able to bring back the positive life that I once had, but was stripped away from my very hands. 

I continue to scream and cry to grasp someones attention. Everyone continued to ignore, and ignore the ugly truth of reality. Every time I take a step it always guides me down the wrong direction. My emotions are getting the best of me and pulling me straight to the wrong direction, but my heart tries it's best to pull me down the right path, but always fails in the end. 

Everyone sees me as there shadow that doesn't have feelings. A shadow they want to take advantage of, and use me for the worse. I used to have a hidden shadow, but ever since I have met that certain person the shadow came out of it's hiding and was known to the world. This shadow of mine likes to get to the best of me, telling me the wrong choice is the better choice. 

I know deep down the wrong choice is never the better choice. My shadow holds all the darkness inside, but ever since my shadow has been released the darkness has found it's escape hole to freedom. If I had the power to bring my shadow back into hiding, and throw away all the darkness I would do it in a heart beat. 

My thoughts take me out of reality and bring me inside my own little world. My little world has created a monster that would turn everything I had into a living hell. I wish everyday I can pick up the broken pieces of the glass I have broken, and fix them into building up my glass wall. My glass wall was my protection shield from all of the evil in the world. The wall I built used to be strong enough to protect and isolate myself inside, but they all found a way in.

I am destined to recreate the wall that was broken into pieces. I will find new materials that will make my wall stronger and be a better protection shield. It may take me some time to find the strongest materials, but I will build my wall back up.

Finally I was brought out of my thoughts, and brought into what is known as reality. I had arrived at school where some students sat at benches or tables chatting there heads off. I continued to walk into the small school as I held a tighter grip onto my backpack straps. After entering the school the narrow hallways were filled with students which made the hallway tighter than it was made. The hallway was long, but I finally reached the cafeteria. Over at a small table sat my friends.