9:00 pm
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
'Daddy can we go on the carousel!' I yelled my four year old self pointed towards it.
'Look kid I ain't your dad. Just shut up.' He yanked my wrist toward a photo booth.
'Oh yay are we going to take funny pictures together daddy!' completely oblivious.
'Yea we are you stay here okay? Don't you move or go anywhere with anyone I'm going to pay'
'Okay daddy' I sat and waited
9:05pm
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity
9:15 pm
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
9:20 pm
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Till my little eyes grew tired of looking at the same screen and the floor that seem miles down but was only a few inches down.
The sounds of people walking by with laughter and love. Soon things went dark.
12:00 am
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
'Hey, wake up' light shaking and I turned and relief flowed through me. He'd came back.
'Daddy!' I turned and was expecting the man I had been calling that. But I didn't know.
I didn't know that my real parents didn't want me.
I didn't know that i was nothing to no one.
'Hey, sweet heart' The voice of a person who would soon save my life.
5:00pm
Bzz bzz
Vanilladumbass😒:
Hey dip shit are you ready or what?
Joe:
As I'll ever be.
Vanilladumbass😒:
Ok I'm on my way
ZenMaster (Zane):
Congratulations Gurl I'll be there with Scott and Heath.
Beebo(sassy pants):
Congratulations, where gonna partyyyyy and roam the streets in a shopping cart tonight!
David👎🏻:
Congrats Joe👍🏻
Heath🚬:
Congratulations baby girl. You did it.
Alex Ernst:
Congratulations Kid. You earned a celebratory blow job.
Jason Nash(oldster):
Proud of you girly.
