My life feels different
I don't feel the same
It's like I'm fighting a war that doesn't exist
It's deep in my mind but I don't see it
But I can see the battle though the clowns
It's not Clare I can barely see it
But it's still there
I can feel all the people that ever took one look at me and looked the other way disgust
I can feel all the eyes on me
The whey I was when I was a kid is how I want to be
But I cant go back to the past
All I can do is let my story be told and sit back
It's painful to watch
I've lost so many friend
I'v lost all hope
Now I'm just empty
I'm just a sad soul
I have thoughts that I'm alone but I know I'm not alone
I just feel empty nothing more just empty
