Im lost.
Its been a while.
I think Im finding comfort in being lost.
I think I was away for so long in a world that wasnt mine,
that I forgot how nice it was to be lost.
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At first I was drowning and I couldnt breathe,
but now Im remembering what it was like to only have myself to let down.
Its like I was living a lie.
Here is where I belong.
Here is where I should be.
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Lost.
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Re-reading old poems.
Watching old videos.
Staring at my screen.
Staring at my ceiling.
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I feel bad,
my family is worried,
but this is where Im supposed to be.
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Its crazy how these thoughts come zooming at you,
like bees through a bush once you let them through.
Theres a kind of serenity in being lost.
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Thoughts
Random"She didn't know how to change her world, so she wrote herself a new one."