11:11 // A Jack Avery fanfiction//

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Jack's POV

I decided today is the day I ask Aspen to be my girlfriend. At the thought of that statement I feel a tear fall down my cheek. I just can't get over Helen, she's all I think about. I miss her too much. But guess what, she doesnt miss me, I just have to to get over her. the moment I start dating Aspen all my feelings will go away.

"Um Jack, what did you say? Who is Helen?"

Oh my god did I say all that out loud. "oh uh, she's my ex. But I wanted to ask you, will you be my girlfriend Aspen?"
"of course, the moment I saw you, I fell in love with you." Aspen said with excitement. " well would you like to go out somewhere today after school?" I asked
"Sure, but keep it a surprise." she winked and walked towards her first period class.

Did she hear everything I said, if she did why did she only ask about who is Helen?

After School

I walk over to Aspens last class and wait for her to walk out. Ahh, there she is, my beautiful flower. I think to myself and instantly regret it.

"Are you ready?"
"More ready than I'll ever be, Jack, I love you so much."

I would say I love her back, but thats such a big lie. The only person I'll ever love is Helen, not aspen.

"I love you too babe." I say with the fake est smile.

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I open up the car door and tell her to get in.

The engine starts and I feel my heart drop, I can feel my forehead getting sweaty. But mostly i feel regret.

What am I doing, this isnt what I want, I should just go back to the boys and Helen. ASPEN IS NOT WHO I WANT.

HELEN, HELEN, HELEN AND ONLY HELEN.

But wait, Helen is with Daniel...

Fuck.

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Im so sorry I havent updated, I feel so bad, but the updates will be more often from now on. I swear. <3

Also thank you so so mush for all the reads, votes and comments, I cant believe it.