Repeating Apologies

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Recap:

"Hey love, where did they run off to?"

I'm going to say something ridiculously stupid and he's going to think I'm an idiot

"I have no clue, I was just wondering that myself"

"Haha, well are you having a good time?"

"Yeah this is awesome getting to talk to all the bands, finally meet some of them and catch up with some old friends"

"So you know Out Came The Wolves then?"

"Yeah! I used to live in Minnesota, those guys were the only ones who had the balls to talk to me. I've missed them a lot"

"They seem like cool guys, I haven't had much time to talk to many of the other bands on the tour yet.."

He looked at me for a few seconds, before asking his next question.

Dear god I was hoping no one else would bring this up tonight!

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"Athena, I hope you dont mind me asking but.. who is Dylen?"

I had no clue what to say. I just stood there with tears in my eyes, but before I could even process what I was going to tell James he embraced me in a tight hug.

"Dylen.. is my ex he-he passed away a few years ago in a car crash and-"

"Hey, it's okay you don't need to cry, a pretty girl like you shouldn't be crying"

When I looked up at James he wiped away a few falling tears, then pulled me closer to his chest. In this moment I didn't know how I felt, no one has cared about me or shown any interest this much since he passed.

"James.. why are you doing this, why do you care about me when there are so many other fans here to see you" I almost whispered and I could feel him tense as he slowly pulled away.

"Because.. I remember. I remember you coming to a show a year ago, asking me to say "drums"," and at that I slightly giggled, and he smiled.

"And you laughed, just like that. We were here with Memphis May Fire, Bring Me The Horizon, and Of Mice & Men. You went around saying hello to everyone that was performing, you even stopped to talk to Oil, Matty, Austin and Alan for a while. You seemed so happy to get a chance to meet the bands, and everyone could tell. We all talked about you that night, and I never forgot"

He was right, being at concerts was like a second home for me. I always felt like I belong there, everyone was the same but so different.  When I looked up at James, he smiled then hugged me again, wrapping his arm around my waist. I still couldn't properly process this; my favorite band member remembers me, he took tge time to come talk to me, and he's been looking for me for a year?

I was suddenly snapped out of my thoughts by James pulling out of the long hug, and hands still on my waist.

"Do you want to stand sidestage tonight?"

"Um.. yeah. I'd like that" I said blushing then looking down trying to hide it with my hair. He lifted up my chin forcing me to look at him and then leaned down, kissing my cheek

"You're adorable when you blush, love. Don't hide it"

I nodded and let him walk away, and my hand automatically went to my cheek. I could still feel his touch lingering on my skin and I smilied to myself.

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Guys I'm soooooooooooo sorry this is getting updated so slow and it's a short chapter, I've been busy with school and family/personal issues lately. 

Since I'm on spring break I've made a goal to update at least 4 times!

Now I know this chapter was shitty and short, I'm trying to pace myself and not jump right into their relationship and whatnot BUT IT'S SO HARD AND NOTHING IS COMING OUT RIGHT!

Anyway, let me know what you guys think so far,  the nect chapters are going to be more interesting I promise!

Fair Winds!

-Cassidy♡

Title Credit: Of Mice & Men - Repeating Apologies

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