I hate this stupid tower.
it's dark,
no one comes for me.
I'm surrounded by bricks and mortar.
they are my only friends.
I wish we could talk.
maybe I'm crazy,
it seems like it would be valid.
when I get out of here,
I swear I will go far,
so far that I never have to see my towel again.
the ground below looks soft.
I've never touched the soft earth before.
I secretly wonder what rain feels like.
I am awake late at night listening to the tree frogs chirping happily, and the wolves howling to the full moon.
Beautiful.
I watch on the ground as flowers grow and blossom, as trees bud and leaves form.
Amazing.
I turn to look at my dark room. my hair is tailing behind me hanging off my made bed and alphabetized book shelf.
Lonley.
a sad smile spreads on my face and from below I see a person.
I have waited all my life for this.
for someone who can save me.
who can take me away from this tower.
who can take me away from Her.
I can see him.
his raven hair,
his sapphire eyes.
they will save me.
those sapphires catch my eyes.
I smile,
he is stunned.
"never have I seen such a dull color. your hair is a mess girl. just chop it off."
I now am stunned.
"but how will you come up to rescue me?"
the raven laughs.
"Ha! Rescue you?! Why would I do that. like I'd let something as ugly as you out into the world!"
I watch as he turns and leaves.
I shout
'don't go! don't leave me here!'
but he keeps walking.
I slump down and cry,
and cry,
and cry.
it's her fault.
that I look like this.
that I am hope less.
thanks to her.
thanks to.
Mother.
