Fawn Urie

I Havent Slept Since Yet and I Want Cafine

Fawn

I should have know the moment we got to the mall I would see them.

It still hurts me so much to see those snakes I once classified as friends.

Brendon must have sensed how tense I got when we were near Bath & Body Works where they had been gossiping because he immediately dropped his arm around my shoulder and squished me into his side. I looked up at him to see his huge grin as we walked past them and into Hot Topic.

But, we didn't exactly male it there.

"Hey! Gothic Whore!"

My muscles tensed as I heard my ex- best friend's bittersweet voice.

I tried to turn to her but Brendon  kept urging me to the safe heaven just 3 steps away.

"Heelllooo! Ghosty girl! I'm talking to you."

I felt the tears coming.

"Fine then, ignore me. Kind of like how you ignored your brother when he was screaming at you to save him"

That simple statement was made, my blood boiled cold and my arms dropped to my side, my hands balling into fists. Brendon tried grabbing me but pissed off me was stronger. I stormed up to the green eyed bitch and grabbed her by the chin, smirking menacingly.

"Such a shame I'll have to hurt that pretty face of yours" my voice came out deeper and more insane sounding than my own. The girl's eyes widened in horror as she squirmed in my grip. I laughed under my breath in dark, short chuckles, letting go of her chin and pushing her to the floor. Letting all of my anger out, I kicked her ten times in the ribs, twice in the face, and five times in the calf. I then dropped to my knees and slapped her multiple tines across the face. By this time a crowd had gathered and some people cheered me on whole others cried or yelled at me to stop. I pulled her hair so that she was facing me and smirked again evilly, tossing one leg on the other side of her hip while I moved so now I was pretty much straddling her.

"Y..you s...still hit like a weakling" her voice was croaking and she wore that signature smirk she thought she owned.

"I ought to punch that smirk off your face."

She laughed out, her arms finding their way to my waist as she tried to pull me all the way down on her. I removed her arms from me and pinned them down with both of my knees, striking her across the face with my fist. I could see Brendon trying to break through the rather huge crowd that gathered but blocked it out, focusing on beating the shit out of this bitch.

Suddenly, I was being pulled off by someone as I screamed at them to let me go, another woman helping the girl I was beating up.

"THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR MESSING WITH ME, BROOKE. YOU GET PUNCHED AND KICKED. YOU GET A TASTE OF YOUR OWN FUCKING BULLSHIT, YOU FUCKING BITCH!" 

The person who grabbed me tried to calm me down but after an episode like this, I knew I was doomed to be pulling at me hair and uncontrollably crying in a few seconds. I've already started pacing so I knew I was about to. I reached in my back pocket for the guitar pic but it wasn't there.

"Fuck!" I yelled out, sliding down the wall behind me. I brought my knees to my chest and buried my head between them, my tears already blurring away my vision. I knew there was probably a shit load of people staring at me right now, but I didn't care. I needed to calm down but only two things in the world could do that and neither of those things were here right now. I started to rock back and forth when suddenly, a pair of arms wrapped around me tightly, tensing my whole body as I slowly uncurled to see Brendon. I was still crying and needing to come down from my raged high so instead of relaxing into him, I squirmed in his arms, trying my best to get him to let me go. It didn't work so I gave in and relaxed into him, laying my head on his shoulder. I started drift back to sleep as I felt myself being lifted up and resituated.

All I heard before I faded into the darkness was six little words, that changed everything for me.

"Everything's gonna be okay, I promise"

A/n: and that's your depressing-ish stuff! Yay!

No but seriously, I want coffee. With sugar...and creamer stuff.

Butttttt we don't have any.

FML

I'm bored and tired but I don't want to fall asleep because if I do I'll end up 'sleeping till like 7 pm again and I don't wanna do that.

And DAT sunset is from like weeks ago idk how long but I took a picture of it.