I sat nervously at the end of my bed, waiting for the email from Mr. Joseph. Hopefully I would be paired up with someone I know (that being Pj and maybe a few people who I had encountered through middle school and high school). I have no idea what I would do if I got paired up with people I don't know.
As more time goes by, still waiting for this stupid email, I find myself becoming more and more anxious. My palms had become a waterfall of sweat and my head became flustered with all sorts of worried thoughts. And why? Because I'm a stupid boy with anxiety who is scared of practically anything out of his comfort zone. One of those being: talking to new people. I hate myself, and everything about myself. Sometimes I wish I was someone else. someone without these thoughts. someone with friends. someone different...
Drifting of into the dark abyss of my mind once again, a buzz from my laptop startles me, causing me to jump and quietly whisper "shit" (it's 12am what do you expect me to do, I can't shout). I sit up and look. Maybe it was the email?
To my surprise, it was Pj.
Pj: heyy
You: what do you want it's 12am
Pj: and were you asleep?
You: well no
Pj: exactly
Pj: anyway i'm only up because I'm waiting for the email
you: same, I'm so nervous for some reason.
Pj: why, because we only have 2 weeks, and btw lets talk about how unfair that is. first week back and he expects us to produce some fucking mini movie.
You: well that, but also I hate working with new people and talking to them.
Pj; I'm sure you'll be fine, anyway there's a 1/29 chance that you'll be with me
You: fingers crossed
Pj: yeah
Pj: I've gtg but I'll talk to you in the morning. I don't think he's gonna be emailing any time soon and I've got more important things to do such as Undertale so byeeee and night :3
You: night.
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Sorry this is short I've been busy and tried to squeeze sometime out. And btw I wrote this on my new pc so I'm sorry for any grammatical mistakes. Anyway if you're reading this, thanks a lot :3
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Anxiety is my Best Friend// phan // AU
FanfictionDan has always been the quiet kid at school. He is ridden with anxiety and depression until he's on the ice. Everything he is aware of slips away, all that matters is the music and his body. That is, until he meets phil.
