Saving YOU (Synyster Gates lovestory)

Sanity

I needed someone.I needed a friend and a high school bathroom wasn't the place to find one,especially while puking my guts out in the toilet on my knees.I felt a lot of things bud cold,in California with a sun that was blasting hot outside? Are you kidding me? I was wearing my washed denim ripped jeans,simple green converse and my green spaghetti strapped blouse.My makeup was a mess,it was an improvised smokey eye from last night,a fixed one,no lipstick and some jewerly.My eyes were really large.Like,fuck my pupils were so dilated.The thing about people with light colored eyes,they can't hide when they're high.I took my ray-bans and put them on and my leather bag from off the floor took some pills to numb the pain that I felt in my head from hangover.I got up cleaned myself up pinched my cheeks so I get some color in them.I looked like a fucking zombie.I put my leather one strapped bag across my shoulder and got out.Not looking where I was going I bumped into someone and almost fell to the floor.Of course,with my condition I hadn't had that much balance but as soon as I was about to hit the floor someone's arms wrapped around me and stopped me from falling and picked me up.I got a little dizzy so I leaned against the wall.

''Woah,woah,you okay?'' a thick New York accent said in a fun raspy voice.I closed my eyes to regain my strength and then moved the hair out of my face and looked up to the person I bumped into.He had a smooth hair a little bit messed up but I could see he tried to smooth it out back with some gel,he smelled divine like a true man's small of cigarettes and god,what was that perfume,he had a real James Dean feel to him,he had the same type of leather jacket,if I find out he's riding a motorcycle I swear I'm gonna hit on him so badly that his hair is gonna get much messier,if you know what I mean.

''Um,yeah,I'm okay,I'm sorry I wasn't looking..'' I said and my tone of voice seemed kind of hypnotised.

I looked into his eyes.His eyes were a pretty chocolate,honey colored glowy shiny brown.The features of his face seemed to fit so beautifly right in to one another,the lines of his face followed sculpturing him beautifully like he was some kind of model.

He was wearing denim jeans a white t shirt and that leather jacket he had rings on his fingers and when I looked up into his face he had that sexy James Deen look in his eyes.

''Doesn't matter.You sure you okay?'' he suddenly approached my glasses and took them off and I blinked several times to the burning daylight and my head started to ache.

''Yeah you're stoned as fuck,come with me.'' 

Why? Why would I come with him? Well,I guess I had nothing better to do,like go to class or go home.

He was holding my hand not in a strange way where I'd find myself attracted to him,the tingling and electricity but the normal,comforting light touching,slow,gentle,friend kind of way.

''I was like you once,I still am.I'm the same.'' He spoke while walking with me over the high school parking lot.His sunglasses shun in the daylight as did his flawless skin.

I hugged myself once he had let go of my hand and got myself to thinking.Am I junkie?Yes I do like my medication,no I can not be without it,yes I know the consequences,why does he care?

''Who do you think you are?'' I said turning my head to look at him he was standing by a blue mustang,it was an old mustang,looked so polished and new and so amazing,it was a cabriolet,it had no rough on.I opened my mouth surprised. 

''This is your car?'' I smiled at him goofily and walked over to the side he was standing at holding the door for me.I lowered my leather bag off of my shoulder onto my lap as I sat down and he closed my door.He walked over to the driver's seat having that small smirk.I couldn't help but smile at that hair that was bouncing up and down.I couldn't take my eyes off of him.That cloud of calmness and peace and light smiling,those honest honey colored eyes.I felt,different,I felt like I was protected.He got his cigarettes from the inside pocket of his leather jacket.He opened the box and offered me.I took one and moved my bag on the backseat.I put the cigarette to my dry lips.Fuck my throat was dry,I needed a drink.I didn't even noticed his squareshaped silver lighter in front of me,him holding it.I moved closer to the fire and lit my cigarette and inhaled a long drag.He looked like he was from a movie.That bad boy James Dean image and clothes,the car,the cigarettes,the sexiness,the honey colored eyes..

''Talk to me.'' I spoke while dragging my hand trough my soft hair.

He smirked and started the car and took his jacket off while still holding a cigarette between his lips and then throwing it in the backseat.He started the car and we heard a roar of the engine.

''What about?'' his hoarse voice spoke.He pulled out of the high school parking lot and moved onto the main street. 

''I don't know..about yourself..I don't even know your name.'' I said looking at him mesmerised.

''I'm Gin.'' Gin.Like the drink?Wait,what?

''Like the drink?'' 

''Yeah,like a drink.''

''Not much of a talker,huh?'' I said not expecting an answer.I lowered myself down in the seat and let my hair flow freely in the wind.I smiled a little feeling the fresh summer wind hit my skin and closed my eyes.I enjoyed this.I loved it.State of my mind was calm and kind of free.I looked out opened my eyes and we were driving on the main street to the roads down on the beaches.

''I'm Gin Nova.I'm from New York.I'm 18 and I like you.Good talk?'' 

''No,nobody likes me and nice to meet you Gin Nova,I'm Angie Sanders I'm sixteen.'' I coughed nervously after the smoke I inhaled filled my lungs torturesly.

He just smiled and continued driving.

The view was breahtaking.The roads we were cruising on were so beautiful and were above the sea and beaches.I had a sudden urge to smile.This made  me happy.All the peace and quiet with a stranger who doesn't know who I am with just a little bit roaring the car engine made,all the fields and these amazing landscapes the blue sky above me.I felt different.This feeling could not be created by drugs,or Matt,or Charlotte or my parents,or alcohol,or any covnersation ever.It was a simple mesmerasing silence between me and a total stranger and just realaxing.I loved this.I wish I could stay like this forever.

''I wish I could stay like this forever.'' with my eyes closed I haven't even noticed that I had actually said it out loud.I opened them and looked at Gin.

He had a small smirk plastered on the right corner of his lips.God,he was beautiful.It was like he came out of a movie.Those glasses had never fit anyone better and that leather jacket he was wearing earlier looked like it was carved for his broad sholders.

''We're here.''

He said as I looked upon a beuatiful beach we were parked by.

He walked past me.His back looked like it was models',his legs,the way he moved.This guy..Wow.

He sat on the sand looking at the beach sunset.I wish I could remember this picture forever.

I walked and sat right beside him.He looked like he was deep in thought.I sat and put my head on his shoulder.It was a heart to heart action.He leaned his head against mine.I breathed.I could breathe.

For the first time in my life,I had no bad thoughts clouding my mind,for the first time,I could breathe.I felt free.My arms moved to his waist as i hugged him.Hard.Squeezed him.I think he knew what I felt.

''I know.It's gonna be okay,whatever it is I don't need you to tell me,just know that I'll make the bad things go away.'' he spoke as I started sobbing.

In the most unharming way possible.