The Midnight Cat {Finnian X Reader}

Ch: 11

I just gave up on chapter titles BTW that last chapter was shit how do you guys even like me work?! Also here's that pic of her in the uniform

??? Pov:
"You think you're safe don't you? Well you won't for long my sweet sweet F/N, I'll never give up you can't stay sane forever she's taking over it won't be long I'm sure"

F/N Pov:
I jolted upwards from the dream "what was that voice? What did it mean? UGGhhg" I clenched my hands tightly in my hair the horns on my head grew longer "How you holdin up?" I shoot a glare at Akuma and growled, like actually growled " I'll take that as bad" she walked over to me and sat on the bed next to me "You know I still need the thrill of hunting it's a nice gesture with your boyfriend bringing me food but I need to chase. You should have stayed home where we could hunt all night long you may hurt someone if you stay here" I pushed Akuma off the bed "SHUT UP! I'm happy here just go away!" Akuma sighed from the floor "sometimes I can't tell if you just hate me or forget WE MADE A CONTRACT! DAMN you're so dumb" I flinched at Akuma's rough tone
"you make it so hard too I just wanna RiNG YouR NECK!" She wraps both of her pale hands around my neck seemingly as a warning she looked me in the eyes her own flared a crimson red only proving her point of anger.
"all I have to do is tighten my grip then your soul is mine all mine!" she went through with her words her grip tightening around my thin neck, I clawed at her hands to get her to release me but it seemed to be of no use she didn't let up on her hold and I was starting to get dizzy
"I should have left you with the old man! I bet good ole pops would take care of ya!" My eyes widened "p-pops?" My voice was tiny and frail
"are you really that stupid!? You couldn't figure that out for yourself? You're so dumb you're only good for a vessel and even then you can't do that right half the time!"
I was barely able to hold on to her words as I was loosing consciousness when suddenly the door swung open and Akuma was gone and in her place stood a worried Finnian, Mey-Rin and Bard even Tanaka was in his.. Larger form and was lightly shaking my shoulders. I snapped out of my haze and took a deep breath. I could breath. Finny tackled me into a hug "Oh Y/N I was so worried! You just kept screaming and crying we didn't know what to do.. I was so scared.. " he whispered the last part so only I could hear I moved to wrap my arms around him and softly pet his hair "it's okay finny love, thank you for worrying about me I'm okay"
Tanaka moved Mey-Rin and Bard out of the room and bowed before he shut the door. I lightly kissed Finnian's head to sooth his tense body and it worked almost instantly I laid back down on the bed and cuddled against Finny's chest who had decided to lay down next to me.
"Are you really sure you're okay Y/N? You seemed so scared we couldn't make out anything you were saying b-but at one point your body stopped moving and I got so scared that you.. "
he cut himself off but I could tell where he was headed with that last sentence
"Yes Finnian, I'm sorry I worried you I'm doing just fine. Akuma and I just had a small... argument. But don't worry I won't leave you I'm right here"
He held a motherly tone as I sat up holding Finnian's head close to me chest while I gently ran my fingers through his hair, it was a small gesture but he seemed to relax in my grasp which was good because his original hug was beginning to grow too tight.
Soon after Sebastian came in to inform us we had work to do, Finnian reluctantly got up and headed to the halls where his work awaited. Sebastian stopped me from leaving and told me Ciel needed me in his study, I gave a curt nod and he left.
After I had changed into my uniform I lightly smacked my cheeks to prepare myself to walk down to the young lord's room. I took a deep breath and made my way to the large wood door that lead to the study I knocked before entering.
"You called Young Lord?"
The young boy sat up in his seat it seemed he was reading the morning paper before I entered, Sebastian stood by his side with a cart out most recently ordered tea set sat atop it.
"Yes. It seems we have acquired more information about your case and some of it seems rather.. unsettling, Sebastian discovered it the night before yesterday."
He folded his hands on top his desk his eyes casted down looking at a rather thick envelope
"My dearest apologies Y/N but I think you'll have to help us in your own case, please join us we have something odd to show you"
Sebastian reaches for the envelope and Ciel stood and approached me walking towards the door, I took the hint and hurriedly followed behind.
"Did.. did I do something bad?"
I asked, confusion riddling my mind.
"I wouldn't say it's you anymore miss Y\N, but it seems to be Akuma"
I was confused, Sebastian said it was Akuma but she can't manifest physically to do anything only to talk she can barely hold a pen. I decided to remain quiet for the rest of the trip as we approached the back doors, we stepped through the doors entering the misty backyard I came to the conclusion it rained last night as the air reeked of freshly watered roses and wet dog. We continued through the garden to a quaint shed sat in the back, Finnian was the only one granted access to this shed aside from Sebastian to clean his messes but why would Akuma come here. Sebastian unlocked the shed doors and sung them open, a rancid smell devoured my nose and I flinched back
"What... what is all this"
I stood in shock, Ciel took the time to turn away himself also growing pale
"What happened here there's no way I did this! Please tell me this is a cruel joke!"
Sebastian solemnly shook his head as I continued to stare foreword at the scene in front of me, how could I.... there's no way...

Aaaand that's that! I'm sorry this is what? A year late? I hope people are still invested In this story but it's officially back and seems so am I, I'll try to keep a steady schedule I'm sorry if I end up missing a few days. I'll update the uniform picture later my art has definitely improved since then