Solstice Howl

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Swirls of golden flittered around my peripheral, and in my direct line of vision, everything looked clear, nearly perfect. My heart was warm, as if someone was touching it delicately, telling it it isn't alone, I'm not alone. But, it beat in synchronization with someone else's.

His. A whole burst of tingles ricochet inside of my chest at the thought of him, and it was an unwelcomed, foreign feeling.

I know who it is, but I didn't want the thought of him to ruin my peace, this is the most tranquil I've felt ever.

"M-Mya?"

Ah, my cloud 9 bubble is popped, and reality seeped into the cracks. The Alpha came back into my line of sight, and my mind recoiled, but my body swooned as I realized how pleasurable it was to have him so close to me.

His attributes were enhanced in a way I never noticed before, he just might've been the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

It is revolting.

His hair shone luminously, I couldn't help but reluctantly note. His eyes, the brightest that they've ever been. Every scar on his face, neck, arms, even fingers were beautiful to me. A story that was waiting to be unfolded.

Oh God, Mya.

The disgusting thoughts rolled in one after the other.

I couldn't even say the words "get away from me", he took away my freedom and the ability to feel my own emotions. I'm literally being manipulated without a culprit.

I felt around the throbbing bite mark on my neck, sore to the touch, but wasn't bleeding quite as profusely as I thought it would.

The Alpha stepped closer to me, his fingertips lightly grazing the bite, pride reflecting in his eyes.

Instead of the pain I was expecting, a cooling sensation followed his touch.

But, I shrunk away, willing to take the pain over his touch.

His hurt was so tangible, that I f could almost taste it. The urge to comfort him popped up out of nowhere, and I quickly stuffed it deep inside of me.

Just then, I felt a poking in my head, it was the most peculiar feeling and I confusedly gazed at him as it become more intense.

The poking sensation didn't let up, in fact, it grew worst, as if something were trying to get in my head and it was almost there.

Then I felt it, whatever the Alpha did, he was successful.

"Are you.... in my head?!" I shrieked, completely livid on my invasion of privacy.

The Alpha's face was pursed in concentration, as if he were digging deep into the crevices of my mind, looking for something.

I could feel it, his confusion. He had drew a blank on whatever he was looking for, and I couldn't care less. I was happy he couldn't get the outcome he wanted.

No, you're sad, we want what's best for him.

I mentally hit my conscience on the head.

I wanted to be mad at everything, but the only thing I feel is pure happiness.

And I hate it.