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Jaz POV

I wake with a bright light. I try to move but I find myself immobile with the fact that Calum's arm was tightened around my waist.

He was sleeping but his sly grin told me other wise.

"Well you cuddle just as much as me now don't you Calum." I tease.

"I'll like being the big spoon." Calum curls his arm under mine, spooning me.

My eyes move to his, as I didn't care that he was shirtless. My lips part as he stares down at my lips.

He swiftly crashes his lips to mine as he groans in my mouth. He licks my bottom lip wanting entrance which I deny. He grunts against my lips. As he pulls on my thigh and pulls it to his bulge in his pants. I gasp and he plunges his tongue in my mouth as we both roam each others mouths.

We battle for dominance I bite his lip and he groans I lock my hands in his hair as he leaves love bites along my neck.

I shoot up in bed Calum looks up to me worried at my sweaty figure. I escape away from him I cant believe I slept with Calum.

"What happened darling?" he questions.

"I slept with you!" I yell.

"Wait what we just cuddled."

"So we didn't sleep together?"

"Of course not love."

My breathing was shallows and he came beside me cradling me in his arms.

"I like you Jaz." He whispers in my ear.

"You do?" I say a little horse.

"I mean I like you like you." He breathes,"I would never unless you'd let me, unless you felt the same."

"I like you too but I love Luke."

"I understand.... But if he ever hurts you ill hurt him. I'm always here if you ever WANT me." He emphasized the want and I shake my head as I dose off into his chest as he pulls me tighter into his arms.

I wake again I sit up and find my self laying on Calum's warm chest I remove myself from his chiseled features and walk down stairs.

I walk down reaching in the drawer for my stash. Pulling out the Hershey's chocolate bar, I peel back the wrapper and moan as the taste of chocolate floods my taste buds.

Throwing away the wrapper, I skip over to the couch throwing myself at it as I curl my knees up to my chin and fold my arms over my chest, hugging myself for warmth.

[•_•] ~3Days Later!

I stare at the stick in my hands, "shit!" I mutter, it was just that one time. It was just that one time! But that's all it takes for someone to get pregnant.

"C'mon Jaz, get out! I've got to pee!" Ellie screams.

I come out agitated, "All I wanted was 5 minutes." I leave the bathroom, how stupid could I have been to get pregnant. "How the hell am I gonna tell her dad?" I say low enough no one would here.

I texted Calum telling him to get over here, that it was a 911 situation.

I hear the sound of pounding on the door. I run to it flying the door open and rushed Calum into a tight embrace. I was scared out if my mind.

I can't be a murderer, getting an abortion. But I also can't raise a child on my own at 17, "Your the only one I told." I whisper.

"Tell me what?" he murmurs in the same whisper.

"I'm pregnant." I snap my eyes shut prepared for the impact of his anger.

Calum squeezes me tighter," I'm here for you, love." He assures me. "I won't tell a soul."

"Come to my room." I take it slow up the stairs. He grasps one of my hands in his, and the other bracing my lower back.

As we sit I lock the door and blast my music so no one would hear the conversation we would be having.

"What am I gonna do if Luke finds out?" I croak.

His eyes roam, I can only imagine the gears in his head churning, "I've been hanging with you a lot." He pauses, "If asked, you could tell them that I am the father. Until you feel yourself ready to tell Luke."

That was a good plan. " Luke needs to know this, he needs to be in this little girls life."

'It's a girl?" he presses a hand to my non-showing belly.

"I picture her a girl." I nod.

"You've already fallen in love with her.... I swear to god, if Luke makes you get-"

"He won't." I only hope he won't let me get an abortion, when I said those words, He won't, it was more like I was reassuring myself then Calum.