Second Life

Chapter 6 - What's Your Final Decision?

You know, Jihyo-ya.... As someone who experienced things like this, just follow what your heart wants.... You don't need to suffer just because of thinking, but follow what your heart wants because feelings come from your heart.... So..... I hope it will help you since it came from my experience.... - Gary

Mira secretly smiled as if she knows that what Gary said was about it came from his experience that he followed his heart just to forget Jihyo...

So about you, moving on to me..... Is that what your heart wanted to say? - Jihyo

Ne.... - Gary said that made Jihyo looked disappointed...

It's just..... my heart doesn't want me to hurt anymore because of loving you when I know that you'll never do the same..... Yes, I now understood about your reason..... that's why what I did was not wrong because it will make me feel at ease.... It's not complicated anymore.... Also, I thought to myself that there's still someone who will be mine forever.... I may not know who she is, but I know myself that she will come to my life who will make me feel loved, who will make me feel special, and anything else.... - he continued....

It doesn't mean that you're that bad..... It's just.... I understood that you're fated to be with Jongkook-hyung.... that's why I give way, right? I think if I were you, I will continue loving Jongkook-hyung, because that's what I feel.... Just don't be confused what to answer because of me since you liked me at the same time.... Just answer the thing what you really wanted to say and what your heart wants, oh? - he continued....

Gary-oppa is right, unni.... To feel at ease..... just make sure that you're answer won't make you feel regret, oh? - Mira

Well, thank you for your advice..... Because of what you said, I know what to answer now.... - Jihyo

What's your answer? - Gary

My answer is.......

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Jongkook went to Namyangju to see Kwang-Soo, since Haha, Jaesuk and Sukjin are also there..

While they're eating and talking happily at the same time, Jongkook looks stiffened.... Haha and Kwangsoo noticed it...

Hyung.... neo..... gwaenchanhasaeyo? - Kwangsoo

Naega? Of course I am.... wae? - Jongkook

You look not.... - Haha

Eyyyyyy... it's the first time about we finding it obvious when you lie! - Sukjin

What's your problem... Share it to us.... - Jaesuk

About the two of us..... - Jongkook.... they wait for his answer...

We're so confused..... - he continued...

Why? - all four of them in sync..

You all know that Jihyo liked Gary also but they can't be together with some reasons, right? - Jongkook

Then about me...... I met my first love..... - Jongkook

Mworagoo!??!?! - Jaesuk

FIRST LOVE!? - Sukjin

Then who is she?? - Haha

Wait... why are Gary-hyung and Jihyo-noona not here? - Kwangsoo

Is that because you're looking stiffened? - Sukjin

Well... my first love is Gary's bestfriend.... - Jongkook

Gary has many girlbestfriends.... so who among them? - Jaesuk

Shin Mira..... - Jongkook

Ahhhhh... - Haha while clapping...

Wae? - Jongkook

I know her name.... Gary-hyung kept mentioning her name when we were together before Running Man was being made... - Haha

Ohhhh I see.... - Kwangsoo

Wait... Does Jihyo know? - Jaesuk

I forgot to tell her... because she brought up the thing about what she felt when Gary said that he's moving on.... - Jongkook

So Gary is looking forward now?? - Jaesuk

Ohhhhh!!! Gary-hyung made the right thing! - Kwangsoo

Wait... what did she feel? - Sukjin

She cried.... - Jongkook said that shocked them...

Jinjja!? - all four of them in sync...

When she told me the reason why she cried, I angrily went to Gary's house and punched him which is very wrong.... I just realized that we're just playing his feelings.... - Jongkook

Jihyo really.... - Haha

Last six months ago in the morning, I went to Gary's house and made up with him... He was so sarcastic at first but he forgave me atleast.... I thought all is now clear, but when Mira came outside her car and went closer to Gary, I felt so upset without me knowing.... - he continued...

So that's why.... we're both confused..... - he added...

So.... what will you do with Jihyo? - Jaesuk

It's up to Jihyo when it comes to the two of us...... - Jongkook

But how about you? - Sukjin

Wait... do you still love Shin Mira? - Haha

Molla.... - Jongkook

If you don't.... why did Mira's appearance and her closure with Gary-hyung bother you? - Kwangsoo

I don't know.... - Jongkook

But why did you blame Gary when Jihyo cried since it was for you two? - Jaesuk

That was what I realized when Gary exposed his anger to me... That's why I'll understand him if he becomes sarcastic... - Jongkook

For me.... I think what you two did that time... is to hurt him... You're dating, he's hurt.... I know you wanted him to let go of his crazy love to her.... but when he did what you wanted him to do.... you hurt him again... Give him freedom! Give him happiness! That's what he wants... He wants to feel the same as we are all feeling.... We've been happy for a long time, while Gary-hyung never felt happiness just because of enduring his pain from the two of you... Let him find someone who's better! It's not only the six of us are living here to be only one who deserve happiness.. Gary-hyung also.... but being blocked by the two of you.... For real, you never considered his feelings when you date Jihyo... We even made him an idiot because we didn't tell him, right? So please.... - Haha

Well.... he's right..... That's what I also wanted to say... I'm sorry, hyung... But that's what I also see from you..... - Kwangsoo

No, it's okay.. I deserved it... It's not only I who have to be angry.... I'm also sorry for being like this for a whole time... - Jongkook

So Kookjong, what will you decide with Jihyo? - Sukjin

I will....