The Change

Chapter 4

Alex and I had just been hanging out in our room the hole day and in the middle of the day Niall came back and he had pizza with him.

The clock was now 6 pm and I still had this big fucking hangover that would'nt go away.

"Which classes are you taking Faith?" Alex asks me.

"Uhm, art class, music and I think it was religion, but I'll only go to music class and art class''

"Oh so you're a aesthetic person?'' She smirks to me.

''Not really, they're the easiest classes and.. Yeah''

By there my argues about having these classes ends. I actually don't know why I choosed them.

''Haha okay'' She replies and the rest of the night we laughs, talk about guys we had and wants and so on.

She's just like me. Only black haired and less curves.

8:30 PM Niall, Liam and Zayn came into our room and joined us in our ''talking''.

It was fun.

Until.

Liam dragged out a really really small plastic bag with some white powder in it.

I'm not stupid so it was deffinitely cocain.

I got cold in my hole body and felt a little bit nervous. Not scared.

I've tried it before but I got addicted to it for like a month but not more.

He started to make cocain lines on the table between mine and Alex bed.

Alex, Niall and Liam sat on Alex bed just as yesterday and Zayn sat with me.

To be honest, the ones who sat on the other bed had their own conversation and me and Zayn had ours.

So I actually don't know what they were talking about when he bringed the cocain.

Zayn, who had been sitting and holding my hand must have felt when I got nervous because he was looking down at me right now.

''You don't have to'' he whispers.

''Well I wasn't thinking of it. Are.. Are you?'' I say and points to them.

''Hell no'' He says, still in a low voice.

But when he turns his head to me he smiles.
And I smile back.

He has some pretty damn sexy eyes because when I look into them, I'm about to fucking drown in them.

''I've never taking any drugs and I will never do that shit. That's way to ducking much for me'' He says and turns his head to them and smiles.

''I've done it a few times actually'' I say without my voice breaking.

''Wow, you're such a bad girl'' He says and smirks to me.

I start to laugh a bit and Alex looks up to me from the table.

''I was'' I say and smile.

''Well, that's good that you stopped'' he says still smiling.

''I know'' I say seductive and it works on him.

''Good'' He says and leans his head close to mine.

''You don't mind?'' He says and looks down to my lips.

I wait a second.

''Never''

And he kisses me. Yester day I was totally wasted and don't remember anything.

Except this. His soft lips to mine. Yesterday they had a taste of cherry vodka sour but now they just taste cigarettes.
Which I don't mind.

The fact that he asks me to kiss me just made him a much better guy than the two beasts on the other side of them room.

A manly whistle oaks in the room and it interrupts us.

He doesn't take his head from me, he just raises the hand he just had on my thigh in the air and I guess he shows his middle finger to the one who whistled.

I feel a giggle coming up but it forms a smile instead.

He puts back his hand but it travels up to my back and he holds it there.

He doesn't go any further and to be honest.

50 % wants me him to do it, just to feel the good feeling.

But 50% want him to keep his hand there.

He's a really cute guy and he's exactly my type.

When I takes away my lips from his I can see in his eyes, that he did'nt want me to do that.

''Why did you do that?''

''We'll you can't get all of me in one day'' and he smiles.

''I like your attitude'' He says.

''Good'' I say smiling and stand up.

''I'm gonna take a shower now, so I'll be back in 30 minutes''

Alex puts her eyes on me and she's clearly high.

''That's great baby'' she's answers and her head tilts back again.

''I'm also gonna leave now'' Zayn says and stands up.

Niall puts his head up from the table just as Alex did 15 minutes ago and says very loudly:

''NO SEX IN THE SHOWERS''

Both Zayn and I burst out into laughter and he says:

"We know''

"But you're a rule breaker Zayn?'' Liam laughs.

I have already walke out of the room and walking down the hallway but I can hear the six lovely words he says.

''Not when it comes to her''