The Change

Part 6

For a minute, we all just stand paralysed under silence.

But Ash breaks it by dragging me in the arm through the corridore, laughing our asses of.

We end up by the stair just to take breath.

"Well.. That was awkward" Ash laughs.

I start to laugh and punches my fist into his chest.

"Don't even talk about it"

Ash puts him left arm around me and we start walking down the stair.

"You know what.. I think that was good" he says, trying to make me hear him over the loud music.

"What?"

"We did'nt have sex, and that's good. You're a cool girl and I want to know you before I have sex with you"

I like this guy.

Ordinary guys are too shy to even say sex but Ash talks about it openly.

"Yeah, I can acctually agree" I say and stops in the middle of the stair.

Ash also stops but one or two steps lower than me.

When we stand like this, we have alsmot the same height but he's still taller than me.

"I taught I wouldn't like this school.. But.."

"Bla bla, skip the bullshit, we all know that no one will be comfortable at a school so skip that"

"Okay, but I'm having a damn good time" I say and lay my arms in a cross over my chest and pucker my lips.

He laughs.

"Okay" he says and smiles to me.

The rest of the night we drinks, dance, and so on.

He follows me to my dormhouse in the morning just to secure I get home well.

"I had so fucking fun tonight" I say as we stops outside my dorm.

"Me too" Ash says.

He looks around and his eyes sticks at the big sign over my door.

''You live at the Beta house'' He says to me.

''Oh'' I start to giggle a bit and we look into each other's eyes.

It's like one feet between us but it would be awkward to take a few steps just to get closer to him.

And that's just what he does.

He lays one hand on my lower back and he's other hand is pulling away a few hair strings.

''You, Faith. Faith what?'' He asks.

''Faith Morgan. Or more like Helena Faith Morgan but I seriously hate when people call me Helena. It's just.. Ugh, I fucking hate it''

''Who did you got that name from? I mean Helena?''

''My mom''

''Oh''

''I kind of not like her so yeah, let's not talk about my psychotic mum. What were you even going to say?'' I laugh.

''Oh, I forgot'' He says and corrects him self.

''You Faith Morgan, is like an angel'' And by that he places an soft kiss on my lips.

''SERIOUSLY?'' I hear a load voice from the door.

Ash and I turns to the door and who stands in the door if not Zayn?

''What?'' I ask.

''Zayn go away'' Ash says.

''No, this is my girl''

''Excuse me? I'm not anyone's! Zayn.. Oh Zayn'' I say and release my arms from Ash and takes three steps to Zayn.

''First of all. We've only kissed a few times. Second of all, you can't own me.

Third of all, I fucking HATE when people tells me that I'm theirs or something like that! Zayn my dear, you had your chance but you fimped it like a cig''

Zayn just looks into my eyes while I'm saying this.

It's true.

I hate when people think they own me. I hate how to not feel free and if someone 'owns' me.. I can't do what I want.

No one says anything and I believe that as a end of discussion.

''Excuse me but I have to go'' I say and walk past Zayn through the door.

When I reach the stair I'm scared what they will do but I hope nothing happens.

I have so right without knowing that nothing just happend but I have so wrong about the things that are coming.