Triangle destiny

The birthday party

I was so nervous it now 4 :00
And I didn't know what to wear I was hesitated but I found a beautiful white dress in my bed and I heard Adam voice say surprise
"Oh wow really thank you it looks adorable " I said
"It's not that much but I know that it will look perfect on you " he said
Oh "thanks  again you helped me I was so nervous to know what am I going to wear " i said
"But you now know " he said and he laughs so I laugh too .
I dressed and I curls my hair and put my favorite lipstick and my favorite vanilla scents and I was ready but I suddenly forgot my present in my car so I go downstairs to the parking and open my car and take my present
I don't know if Shawn will like it or not but I hope so
It's now 5:30 pm so so Adam and I walk to the parking and and open the car and he open the radio and it's was my favorite song by sia
And then I looked at Shawn house it was so huge and pretty like a castle or it was a castle I admit
And then we know the door and the housekeeper opened and helped us with the present and I find Amy , zayn , Hardin and Amy's boyfriend (jackop)
And we talk and they told us that me and Adam suits to each other and Adam was so funny and cute and I was happy that they loved him and then Adam grab my hand and then I saw Shawn looking in at our hands together and I felt like I shouldn't make Adam to hold my hand in front of him and I left my hand
"Happy birthday Shawn " me and Adam said
"0h thanks " he said and then every body told him to sing and then ...
"Oh it's song that I wrote it's called (stitches)
When he sings the song I felt like I was going to fly from his soft voice and it was gentle and heartbroken and when he sings he kept looking at me and Adam and I felt strange
I said why is he looking at me and him in that way and why I feel like this song is talking about me or maybe it is one of his stupid games to let me fall
But I am not so stupid and I kiss Adam on his cheek and Shawn seems angrily
I know why he do this because Shawn has dated many girls and he take what he wants and I know that he has slept with so many girl he is so arrogant and so selfish and after he finished his song we sat in a circle on the floor and we play truth or dare like the other day
It was Adamś turn so Shawn asked him truth or dare and he said truth
"Oh so what will you do if someone takes your girlfriend "
"
No one could take her from me because she is mine and we love each " adamś said and I was so happy by his nice words
So now it's my turn so Hardin asks me truth or dare and I remember that when I said truth they laugh at me so I tried to act cool and I said dare
"I dare you to kiss  Shawn "
"What I said of course not he isn't my boyfriend and I don't kiss boys for fun " I said
"It is just a game or you would have to drink ".
So I look at Adam and he said that lane don't drink and she can't
So I was afraid from Adam to tell them That I am Muslim and I suddenly kiss Shawn on his cheek I felt with the electricity again he has soft cheeks I felt like I want to stand still but I suddenly say "I kiss him now so it's fair "
and then it was Adamś turn again and Amy asked truth or dare and he said dare
"I dare you to kiss your girlfriend so I was so happy and give him my cheek but Amy remove my head and he kissed my lip it was my first kiss from Adam since 2 years I felt like my heart shattered and I became shy and my face turned pink . And I went quickly to the bathroom to wash my face because it turned all pink
And then I saw Shawn walking quickly towards me and lock the bathroom door
"Are you crazy what's wrong with you go away or I will scream "I said
"Scream do what you wish you said you don't kiss boys but you kiss Adam "he said angrily as if he was going to hit me
"It was an accident i thought that he was going to kiss me on my cheek but he didn't and what if I kiss him he is my boyfriend "I shout
He was standing towards me with silence and that he was walking away to leave but he returned toward me and kiss me on my lips I feel like electricity coming and I felt warm and then I pushed him but I really want to feel it  again but I push him and open the door and ran to my dorm room .
I feel like my heart beating fast and I keep thinks about Shawn kiss and not Adamś and i felt like I was going to be insane ......