Triangle destiny

Understand

I understand everything decisions that people make I understand myself
But I was so afraid I can't betray Adam and my relationship is so complicated I love Adam and I love Shawn too how could I love them both I want to be Adamś wife but at the same time I want to be with Shawn till now I can't differentiate between (like and love )
Maybe I love Shawn but like Adam or love Adam but like Shawn or maybe because Shawn was my first love so I can't forget the feeling but love Adam I don't know what I want I want to reset in peace and take my life or death decision and I must be sure .......
Diana and her mum :
"Mum it was an amazing party I feel so happy and excited we danced and laugh it was fun right ?"Diana said
"Yes sweetheart it was great and Hardin was so gentle "I said
"Yes mum he is so gentle and funny he likes to make funny joke and I think that I fall for him " Diana said
"What do you mean "I was shocked
"I mean mum that I love him I mean it my heart keep beating so hard when I be with him and I feel jealous when another girl talk with him and I feel that all of the world smile for me "Diana said
"Oh I understand great my daughter fall in love "I said ..............
At that moment I have made a decision that I must spend time with Shawn and Adam to figure out what I want and who is the one that I love and want to spend my life with ....
Me and Shawn had been friends we talk and go out it was great and he was so funny I feel like I make things that i can't dare to make in my whole life and taste something different and do bad things but when I be with a Adam I feel comfortable and that there is someone who cares for me and love me someone that want me without changing myself for and I don't know why but when I see Adam with another girl I be jealous and not like I see Shawn I don't feel nothing at that time I know what the man that I love and the man that I like
So I ran away to the street and went to Adam hurrying then he saw my face ...
"Lane are you alright?" He said worrying
"I love you " I said
"What "he was shocked
"I love you "
"I love you" I said and then I push him to me and kissed him on his lips I felt great and love
" that's the first time "he said
"What "I said
"That's the first time that you saying that you love me " he said
"And I won't stop saying it from now on Adam I love you I really do "I said
He hold me and kissed me
"I love you more you are the first woman that move my heart and make me crazy "he said
At that time I was so happy but so sad for Adam I feel like he is still holding feelings left for me but that's was okay because I love Adam and he is my husband and very happy.......

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