Crybaby || fillie (discontinued)

Pity party

•••chapter four•••

"Perfect! Winona is asleep" Sadie whispered as she shut the door of our room.

"It's my second day here and I'm already breaking rules." I whispered feeling guilt.

"It's okay! I told Natalia to cover for us just in case." Sadie reassured.

"Natalia knows!?" I whisper yelled

"Yes! Now shush!" Sadie said.

Sadie walked towards the window and opened it. She then looked back at me.

"Damn I did a great job dressing you up." Sadie said looking at me.

"Shut up Sadie let's go." I said.

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In front of Sadie and I was a door. A door that was shut but you could still hear the loud booming of the music.

"You ready?" Sadie smiled.

I took a deep breath.

"Be chill." Sadie said.

"I'm chill."

Sadie then opened the doors. The scenery was exactly how anyone would imagine it. People having drinks in their hands. People making out. And the smell of cigarettes.

"Hey! You came." Said Rowan coming towards Sadie and I.

"Yes we did." Sadie answered.

"Okay well then there is drinks in the kitchen. Have fun!" Rowan said as she started walking away.

I smiled at her.

"Let's get this started!" Sadie said.

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"Sadie how much have you been drinking?" Caleb said.

"Enough to get me to dance! Let's go dance please!" Sadie said.

Sadie is drunk as fuck. I am still a little stable.

"Alright alright. Millie you okay here?" Caleb asked.

I nodded.

"You see! She's fine let's go!" Sadie said pulling him towards where people were dancing.

I sat there alone. I was bored out of my mind. So I decided to get another bottle of beer. It wasn't a great choice, but that was literally the only drink that was available.

I finished the bottle. And I forgot to mention that I am super weak when it comes to drinking. My head started to hurt.

Maybe it was the loud music? Maybe it was the alcohol.

It wouldn't go away. I decided to go up to one of the rooms so I can rest for a while.

All the doors were "occupied" I didn't see anything pretty that's for sure.

I then found a room and I opened it. I saw a familiar face.

"Oh sorry I didn't know you were here." I said starting to close the door.

"No it's fine come in." He said.

I closed the door behind me and sat next to him on the bed.

I saw three bottles of beer on the floor and a cigarette on his hand.

"Want one?" He said passing me a cigarette.

I took it, lit it up, and placed it on my mouth.

"So what brings you into this quiet room?" I asked blowing out the smoke I had inhaled.

"Avoiding the queen b." Finn sighed.

"Ah. Your pookie boo-boo." I said chuckling.

"Yeah her." He said.

Finn then laid his back down on the bed.

"Why are you here?" He said moving his head so he can see me.

"My head hurt." I stated.

"Then why don't you go home?" Finn chuckled.

"I don't know. I don't even know why I'm here." I said.

I found myself laying down next to him.

"Peer pressure?" Finn asked.

He then moved to his side where I was so he can look at me.

"Nah I wanted to come, I just- I don't know what to do with my life anymore." I said.

He stayed silent. And I found myself moving myself so Finn and I are now facing each other.

He looked at my eyes, and my lips.

"You are beautiful Millie."

I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Uh I'm sorry I don't know what-"

"No it's fine, you don't look to bad yourself." I said smiling.

He smiled. His smile made my heart race. I'm not sure why.

We stayed silent.

A couple minutes passed. And I suddenly realized that we are close, too close. About two inches apart.

I could feel his hot breath.

Suddenly we grew closer.

And before I knew it, his lips touched mine.

My heart skipped a beat, I could feel his heart beating fast. Or maybe it was my own. He then deepened it. He pressed harder on my lips.

He then placed his hand on my waist and slightly pushed me so I was laying on my back. He was slightly on top of me but still on his side.

I tugged on his hair. He pulled apart and took a breath. But he quickly went back to kissing me.

His hands traveled from my hips, to my cheeks, to the back of my neck. He then started traveling his lips from my lips to my jaw, to my neck, and back up to my lips.

And I was lost, lost in his deep, intense kisses.

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