"Diana is not what it looks like" He said pulling apart from Brenda. Yes Brenda that slut he dated. It hurt me seeing them make out.
"obviously its what it looks like goodbye" I said and closed the door in his face. By now I was crying like crazy. I decided to call Andrea I needed to talk to her about my baby.
She picked up in the third ring "Hello?" She answered
"Andrea please come over." I said in sobs
"Diana what's wrong?" she asked worried
"I'll explain later please come." I said. She hunged up. I was a mess I seriously can't believe matt did this Again. There was a knock on the door. I made my way to the door and opened it.
Matt was standing in front of me. I was about to shut the door but then he stopped me and pressed his lips on mine I couldn't help it but to kiss back. I pulled back realising what he did.
"Diana please" He said
"I'm sorry matt but I can't get hurt again" I said shutting the door in his face. I peeked through the window and saw him. He was walking down the sidewalk with his head down. I felt bad but I didn't want to get hurt again.
I heard a knock on the door this time I checked if it was Matt and it wasn't. Matt was gone by now it was Andrea who was standing there. I opened the door and she came inside.
"Spill everything. " she said taking a sit on the couch.
"Let's go upstairs" i said
She followed me upstairs then jumped in my bed.
She gaved me a look that she was ready to listen.
"Okay about my baby.." I said
"I'm having a girl." I said happy
"YESSHHHH" She said getting up and doing some weird dance.
"But..." I said trying not to cry
" I was suppose to have twins and one of them died." I said
I couldn't help it but start crying. "Awe I'm so sorry atleast you still have your other girl"She said hugging me.
"Do you remember Brenda? " I asked her still hugging her.
"yea that girl matt dated" she said.
"Yea well I found her and matt making out on my doorway." I said crying more.
"no uh" She said shocked and pulling apart.
"But I tought he was with Carter? No wonder he looked sad in the picture carter sended me" She said
"Well it doesn't matter now" I said laying down.
"Are you sure?" she said
"He hurt me a lot and every single time he hurt me I was dumb enough to forgive him" I said
"I don't think I will be able to forgive him again" I said looking down and playing with my fingers trying not to cry.
I felt useless and played. I was trying not to cry and not show the weak person I am. I guess ill do this by myself and be a single mom.
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Alright thank you all for the reads it means a lot seriously 13k? Wow i wasnt expecting this thank you
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