I left my house at precisely 7:43am. I don't want to waste any time. I really want to have as much time with Lily as possible, decent relationships dont happen over night. I drove to the adoption centre and breathed in that familior smell; vanilla. I than nervously walked to the introduction room and took a seat. I know I shouldn't be nervous but I cant help it. What if Lily doesn't like me. I deicded to just try and relax but after about 10 minutes realised I had been subconsciously picking at my fingers.
"Right this way lily-rose" I heard who I assumed to be the blonde lady tell lily. Thats when they entered.
"Hi again lily" I smiled hiding my bleeding fingers
"hi demz" she blushed.arrr she had a nickname for me.Thats adorable I know it seems like nothing but too me its the first sign that she hasn't immediately written me off.
"well demi you and lily-rose can leave now remeber to call if u have any issues.Goodbye" With that it was done. A one second line and I officially had a daughter. Where do I start?
lily and I have just got in the car and I am assuming she's probbaly hungry it is 10am so I doubt she would have had any breakfast yet. "lily,you want to go get breakfat" she turned pale.
(lily's p.o.v)
"lily,you want to go get breakfast" I felt myself go pale but just nodded hoping Demi wouldn't notice. I don't want demi to realise how messed up I am and take me back before we've even left.
Demi drove to a little cafe she said was close to her house.We got out and we're given our seat. I immediately began my habbit of scanning the menu for the healthiest thing, but this was breakfast nothing was healthy.The waitress came over to take our orders and i felt myself get flustered. Demi orderd waffles and eggs than the waitress looked at me. I continued to play with my hands under the table noticing how Demi watched me gulp. Demi than turned to the waitress and said "erm she'll have a fruit cocktail" oh no! I thought. She must think I'm fat!!
(demi's p.o.v)
I saw lily-rose gulp and assumed she must be an uncomfortable eater. I know its a drastic thing to jump straigh to but the care worker did warn me she has a lot of issues. It would be a fair assumption to make. Because of this I decided to just orderd her some fruit. That doesn't mean I'm going to let this slide though we will both sit down with Marrisa later but for now I want lily to feel comfortable. We began the meal in silence as I watched lily awkwardly struggle through each bite. It reminded me of when I was sick.
"So lily, do you have any hobbies?" I asked her. Not only trying to start a conversation but get to know her a bit better as well.
"I'm not sure" she replied. I could tell her mind was else were though.
"well I love to dance,although I'm not very good at it" I admitted to her hoping to spark some interest.
At the sound of Dance her eyes lit up
"I dance a little" She told me shyly. It was a small piece of information bit it seemed like it was important to her. Before she had even realised it half her food was finished. But than she did realise and looked disgusted with herself it broke my heart to see her like that.
"Erm demi?" She asked. Looking down and fiddling with her fingers.
"Yes sweetie?" I asked trying to keep my tone neutal.
"Can I please go to the toilet?" She asked me. I noticed her wiping her presumably sweaty hands on her legs.
"Erm" I hesitated. From past experience. I than noticed how stupid I was being though. It wasn't right of me to just assume she was going to do something bad. She probably just needed the toilet. "Of course. Down the hall on the right"
She left straight away and I noticed how she pretty much ran. I know I am probably just over thinking but I woukd feel much bettet if I knew if my suspicions were right or not. I decided to follow her to the bathroom. When i got there i immediately heard the toilet lid slam up there was some coughing and reaching and than I heard it. I heard my little girl throw up.
I began to cry silent sobs but walked quickly back to the table. I sat back down and wiped my face as I didn't want to make a scene just yet. After about 5 minutes she came back out her eyes red and puffy and her voice scratchy from the acid. I recogniced those symptoms anywhere. My baby girl needed help and with that, I decided it was time for her to meet Marrisa.
(A/N: Hello again couple of chapters in now, how are you enjoying the book. If you like it than you can let me know by voting and commenting. It really means a lot you guys. Oh look that 2am what a suprise!. if you haven't been living under a rock and have actually been on any social media than you will know about 'the dress' do you see black and blue or white and gold? Let me know in the comments and it will be our secret
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adopted by demi lovato
Fanfictionwhen lily-rose it adopted by demi lovato she's not sure what to expect. lily has an eating disorder and self harms she's also suicidal and belives she is all alone little does she know that demi's been through the same things. will demi relapse? w...
