This was just awful. Breaking down and crying in front of others, how pitiful of her. Only a child in elementary- no, pre-school would do such a thing. (Name) knew she was too old for this childish sobbing, yet here she was, sobbing like a baby.
What's more, the fact that she clutched onto Bunny made her seem more like a small child. She hated it, showing weakness and seeming like a pre-schooler was one of the many things she had promised herself to never do.
The girl knew that due to her held in emotions, she would have to let them out at some point, but she never thought it would be now of all times. Couldn't she have stayed strong for even an hour longer?
The tears dropping to the floor, they left small dark spots on the paler carpet. Right now, she wished for a hole, a void to be created from those tears and for the ground to just swallow her up. Anything would be better than this for her; she would rather be in trouble with Reiji than this.
Her body violently shook as the silent sobbing continued. (Eye Colour) eyes squeezed tightly shut, the girl tried to force them to stop, yet to no avail.
Breathing unsteady, the girl tried to calm herself, but the words spoken in a tone of comfort from Kanato didn't help in the slightest. He caged her in, trapped her tightly in his steel-like arms, as he whispered sweet nothings in her ear.
If only they were sweet nothings.
"Hush now," He whispered quietly into her ear, "I'm here, it's all okay. You'll feel better now, won't you? After all, I am the only one that you belong to." If only it was okay. He was part of the problem initially, how could she feel better around him? It was Kanato that made her feel worse in this situation. She would feel better if he, and his brothers left her alone.
Opening her mouth, she tried to throw back a comment, explaining to him that it was his fault in the first place. However, before she could do so, he clamped his left hand over her mouth, shocking her. Eyes instantly opening, they filled with fear and panic; he was in the exact position to snap her neck.
Sure, she doubted he would actually do it, but she wouldn't put it past him. Kanato was incredibly unpredictable and she never knew what was going through his mind. It would be surprising if anyone knew, she doubted that the purple haired male himself knew what was going through his own mind half of the time.
Body starting to tremble, (Name) stared straight ahead, shook. No way to escape, and not knowing what to do, she fell to her knees and froze. It wasn't the best thing to do, but it was her natural reflex. Kanato, of course, knelt down behind her, his arms still caging her in.
"That's it, the face I've been dying to see. Such sweet pain contorted in your features... It just makes me want to see more of it." He continued to whisper, his distressing words contrasting the soothing tone.
Beginning to tangle his left hand in her hair, while still keeping her in place with his right, he took out the elastic and pins, dropping them down on the floor so that her hair fell out of it's hold. Kanato stroked through the (Hair Colour) locks, them falling through his fingers. The male seemed to be fascinated by her hair, due to the fact that he had done this plenty of times before. Yet, it didn't bother her as much this time, (Name) was more concerned about the issue at hand.
Her bangs dropping in front of her face, they began to stick to her cheeks due to the wetness of her tears. It wasn't the most pleasant of feelings, but she had worse things to worry about right now. Besides, it hid her puffy, red eyes and tear stained face, didn't it?
Suddenly, his grip on her hair tightened and he yanked it back. Now looking up at the ceiling, (Name) anticipated what was going to happen with fear coursing through her veins. Why would he suddenly do that? Is it something she did, or didn't say? "Kanat-"
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Teddies | Kanato Sakamaki x Reader
FanfictionFinally glad to be out of that Hellhole everyone else calls the 'Church', (Name) is sent to live with six quite eccentric guys, finding that living there is more of a Hellhole on the first day than the Church ever was.