Hiding from failure

Chapter 2

"Oh who the fuck am I kidding..." Gabriel choked out. "They'll all hate me. I'll make them, and they'll all hate me anyway. Who doesn't? I thought I had made friends... but I failed them. Sam, Dean... wherever you are, I'm so sorry. I couldn't stop him. I tried, I really did. Please forgive me, even if you can't hear this. Just know that I feel terrible."

The archangel laughed suddenly.

"Oh and Lucifer? I'll get you back for that. Mark my words. I will make you feel the pain I did. I will kill you."

He thought about his situation.

"Oh and dad? Fuck you. Fuck you for bringing me back. Fuck you for not being there when I needed you. Fuck. You."

Gabriel wiped his eyes. He was done crying. For now, at least. But he would definitely start crying later, when he was sure he was alone.

The archangel got up and closed his wings before walking off in a random direction. He didn't trust this. At all. It was too quiet for him. Too quiet for anything at all.

"Dad, if this is your cruel idea of a joke, I will kill you. Well I can't exactly kill you but- you get the point. Oh and tell Lucifer to go suck a dick. Thanks."

Gabriel kept walking. He looked around at the trees and flowers. It was peaceful. The archangel would be lying if he said he didn't like nature.

He stopped when he saw a small red flower. It had caught his attention, although he wasn't sure why. Gabriel nudged it with his foot, wings flaring. The archangel decided it reminded him of Sam, for some odd reason. He suddenly got an idea, and made the flower grow. Gabriel absolutely adored nature, and he wanted to make sure the flower wouldn't be trampled on.

"There you are.." He smiled. "Nice and healthy. Let's just hope no animals live here, so you can live forever. I'll make sure it's never winter. It's always going to be Summer. Because summer is the best- why am I talking to a flower."