John Laurens x Alexander Hamilton

You're back?!

John Lauren's POV
I awake to see Alex clutching onto me just as tight as he was before he fell asleep. He is worrying me tremendously. Wincing at my touch and words, being so quiet and reluctantly meting my eye. I move hid hair off of his face and kiss his cheek. He stirs a bit and after a little bit he sits up, he rubs his eyes and moves his hair out of his face like he always does.
"Hey." I smile. I wrap my around around his waist, post sitting up. Alex places his arms on top of mine and says softly.
  "Hey." I kiss his jaw from behind and rest my chin on his shoulder.
"Hungry?" I ask. He nods sheepishly and I stand up. I quickly throw my hair up and walk into the kitchen, Alex following suit. I grab eggs, bacon, and a pan.
"Alex?"
"Hm?" He replies.
"Will you make the toast?" I ask. He nods and Snickers.
"You butter believe it." I can't help but laugh.
"Is Alex back?" I ask grinning like an idiot.
"Almost, I'm still a little off.." He replies.
"I'm still glad you're almost here." I reply grinning. I start to make eggs and bacon whilst Alex is on toast patrol. Once done I place the food on plates and place them on the counter. Alex places the toast on out plates and I hand him a fork.
"Thank you." He smiles.
"No thank you, for finally joining us." I tease, he laughs and takes a bite of bacon.
"Nope I'm gone. I'm a clone."
"Then damn they got those details really well 'cause hot damn!!"
A small blush forms across his face and I smile more.
"Is that what I think it is? It is!! Its a smile and- oh my! Alex is blushing?!"
"No I'm not!" He says stuffing his face with bacon to cover his blush. I can't help but laugh at how cute he is. Pure joy radiates off of me as Alex slowly comes back. I thought I would never see that smile and hear his sarcastic remarks ever again. He was so lost in his head, like his body was right in front of me, but Alex, his mind body and soul was in a different plane, a different dimension. I reach out and place a hand on his cheek smiling. He gives me a small confused look but then places his hand on top of mine. We intertwine our fingers and smile softly at each other. Alex closes his eyes and softly bows his head pressing my hand a little harder against his cheek. I smile and rub his cheek with my thumb. He let's out a softly him happily. I stand up taking my hand away, I walk over and wrap my arms around him. He places his arms on top of mine.
"Why are you so affectionate? Its not like I'm complaining."
"Alex is back.." I reply softly as I Kiss just below his ear. He shivers ever so slightly and Chuckles.
"Yes. Alex is back."