imagines | preferences - b.r & m.v

big girls don't cry • m.v

You were warned about the news of Mike cheating. Pictures flooded the Internet of him and a girl caught kissing. You were devastated, heartbroken and confused.

You were sitting alone in your room as you heard footsteps approach the outside of your door. Probably just my mom you thought and sighed. My thoughts quickly went over back to Mike. You hate him y/n no you love him , the voices in my head fighting for who was right. I grabbed on my temples. I wanted to scream.
I heard the door to my bed room open. I put my arms down and looked up to the person that opened it . Mike . "Get out" I said harshly but shortly. "I'm not leaving y/n" I glared at him "leave before I lose it" I said and stood up and walked closer to him. We were now facing each other, I stood in front of him while he stood in front of me. I looked up at his Hazel eyes. I felt my eyes starting to water. No y/n you're making yourself look weak , DON'T CRY I thought. He smiled at me and licked his lips. Stop it I screamed in my head. He pouted as he saw that I didn't return his actions. He sighed and spoke "I'm sorry" "I don't care for your apology just leave" I simply said. I knew I wanted to break and accept his apology and melt in his tan arms but I knew it was better if I didn't . "Y/n I love you" "I loved you as well" I said . I love him still. His eyes were shining  due to them being glossy from the tears. "Can I get one last kiss" his voice was cracking but he tried to force a smile, I as well tried forcing a smile. His hands held my waist and pulled me closer. Our soft lips brushed against each other. We were centimeters away. He pushed his lips towards mine. As cliche as it sounds I still felt fireworks from the kiss. I decided to break the kiss, since I knew we both wanted more then just a kiss so I broke it before it went further. We stayed there in silence his Hazel orbs looking in my e/c orbs . I broke the stare. He started walking till he reached the knob of my door. He looked down the up at me "I love you y/n, I always will that girl you saw in the picture forced herself on me I tried getting her off but her grip held me in place. I love you " he said and he opened the door and walked out slowly  and closed the door behind him . 
I fell on my knees hitting the floorboard till blood was visible on my knuckles. STOP CRYING Y/N a voice screamed at me.
Till I finally had the strength to get up I went over to my bed I sat there in silence. You're strong y/n. You still love him but big girls don't cry. I thought to myself