Sweetest goodbye

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Jennie's POV

"Jennie! Sit here with us!" Suga exclaimed. "Oh alright"

I loved sitting with the boys, BTS in specific. The girls around me envied me the most. One reason was because I'm best friends with BTS and also the girlfriend of Park jimin.

Jimin and I have been dating for 6 months. Lately, he's been very busy. The boys too. Busy with practice as their about to debut. I'm proud of them but yet, sad because I won't be able to hang out with them and they'll be dropping out of school and eventually, won't be in the country any time long.

As the days pass by, I got sick. Now I don't mean sick as in fever I literally mean sick as in me lying on the hospital bed with my lifeless body.

Lifeless, damn right.

1 month earlier

"Jennie, I'm sorry to say but you've been diagnosed with a sickness which cannot be cured." The doctor said.

I was speechless. I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. How and why?

I'm scared. "Eomma, am I going to die" I whispered.

"My darling, you're not going to okay? You'll live and spend your whole life with jimin"

"Ms, id like to have a word with you" the doctor then told me how I'm left with only one to three months of survival.

The whole day was depressing but I kept my chin up and ignored it. If it's one to three months of survival, I'll make the best of it.

I told jimin that I would want to spend the whole week with him but he was always busy. Eventually, it made me feel depressed. At this state, I felt weaker.

Days, weeks and eventually, a month has passed and my condition has gotten worse. I've been going to the hospital more often lately.

The boys have been so busy that they didn't know that I've been in the hospital. One reason mainly was because they're too busy but mostly because I refuse to tell them. Not now.

I wouldn't want to get in the way of them achieving their dreams. Especially jimin.

I had a week left and the doctor told me to spend it at home. I've told jimin about how I wanted to spend the week together. Obviously, him with a busy schedule, we didn't spend it together as I hoped we would but we had our moments.

As every second passed by, I felt weaker and weaker.

Jimin-ah, mianhae.