Sweetest goodbye

-8-

"I'm going to visit her" I got up and leave. "Who?" Suga asked. "Jennie"

After a good 10 minute drive, I arrived at my destination. The graveyard. It's been weeks since I've visited. I was too scared to visit her. More like I was too sad.

"Annyeong jennie. How are you? I'm not okay if you're guessing. I'm a mess. I need you to come back to me please. I need you. I love you so much but you had to leave so soon. Is it fine if I come to you?"  I looked down at her grave while playing with the flowers I got for her.

"Jimin-ah, don't leave too soon. Your time will come but for now, forget me and move on. Most importantly, live your life like how you've always wanted to. Succeed."

I heard the voice again. It's her. "Where are you?" I turned around and started to look around like a crazy person.

"It doesn't matter. I'm leaving for good soon so please don't cry anymore. I want my goodbyes to be sweet not sour."

"Jennie, I can't but I'll try. It'll be easier if you're here with me right now. I'll try move on." I gave up. If she wants me to do so then I will. I shut my eye to have a nice nap before I leave. Weird huh? A nap in a cemetery. But I was desperate for sleep and I wanted to be next to her. This was the closest I could go.

"Excuse me sir? Excuse me?" I heard a voice. I opened my eyes only to be greeted by a beautiful set of blue ones. They looked like contact lenses though.

"Hello?" She said again. Oh shit I'm staring. "Oh I- you- sleep- sorry- I'm." I stuttered. What the fuck why?

She laughed. How cute. Wait no. "It's okay. Anyways, who were you visiting?" She asked curiously. "My girlfriend." I said.

Suddenly, I felt arms being wrapped around me body. "I'm sorry for hugging you but you just seemed like you needed one" she smiled.

We awkwardly pulled away. "I never got your name" I said. "It's Rose" she smiled. "Oh. I'm jimin. Park jimin"

"Do you want to get something to drink? It's kind of chilly now." She said. I wanted to say no but Iknow that Jennie would want me to go with her instead. "Okay. There's a really good coffee shop just 5 minutes away from here." I said

"Okay cool! Let's go there then" she dragged me to my car. She was just like Jennie. Bubbly, cute, pretty, funny. I miss Jennie but maybe Rose would be a great distraction from all this. Jennie would want the best for me.

We reached the coffee shop and we got our orders. We talked until it was dark. I actually felt happy.

I came back to the dorm with a smile on my face. Jennie, if you're seeing me now. Please approve my relationship with Rose.