My teacher and I || Shawn Mendes (✔️) {EDITING}

-Twelve

It's after school, and me and Steph is on our way to my house. We are getting ready for Cameron's party. I don't really go to partys. I have never thought they were fun. But this one. I really need to go to it. I will try and get my revenge on Shawn. He really broke my heart there. Him just fooling around with me. Not even caring about me. He has a girlfriend he loves even more than me. It really ruins my to know that I'm just his "number 2". Like a side chick.

We walk in silence to my house. I'm not really in the mood to talk about school right now. I just want to get home, get ready with Steph, and just go to that party. I want to drink and just forget about Shawn tonight. I'll maybe find someone who can help me. You don't know at partys.

"Ok, Jo. What's on your mind? You have been so quiet almost the whole day after music, and I worries me." Steph says, and my head shoots to her. Her face shows worry. I haven't really told her that I'm sad. And I haven't told her about me and Shawn. But I can't tell her. She would just freak out, scream at me, and then call the police telling them Shawn is dating a 18 years old girl. And he will get in jail and I will never see him again.

"It's nothing Steph. Really." I say as I looks down at the ground. We're almost at my house. I just want to get there so we can get ready. A sigh leaves her mouth, as she just starts to run the rest of the way to my house. I start to run to, just so she sees that I'm not sad. Laughter flies out from both of our mouths. I remember when we always did this when we were younger. We only do this sometimes now. It's sad, but we have grown up now, and the kid inside of me grows out.

I come to my house, and sees Steph standing at the door. She is waiting for me to come and unlock the door. She knows that mom and dad is working, and Lucas at school. I walk the rest of the way to the door with the keys in my hands. I can see in her face that she's really exited. A little laugh leaves my mouth. It is impossible ta hate a girl like her. She is just so unique.

"Open the goddamn door!" She screams when I'm right in front of it. I take the key to the door, and starts to twist it. But to my surprise, the door is already unlocked. My gaze flies to Steph, who's faces shows exactly how I feel. Confusion. I take out the silver key and open the door. Yep. It's unlocked. I can hear that the TV is on. Someone is home. Or I just forgot to turn off the TV and lock the door.

I take off my shoes, bag and my jacket. Steph does the same, but leaves the bag on. She said she had some clothes for tonight. Ahh, classic Steph.

"Hello? Who's there?" I hear a familiar voice say. Is that Lucas? He isn't suppose to be home this early. It's just 3 pm. I walk into the living room, to see Lucas crawled up on the couch with a blanket rolled over him. His eyes are red. Is if he was crying.

"Oh god! Lucas what happened!?" I ask as fast when I see that he is sad. I run over to him on the couch and attacks him with a big hug. I sits up and hug me back. I can feel that he's crying on my shoulder. My hand is rubbing his back as he cries.

"Em-emily b-bro-oke u-up-p w-wi-ith m-me." Says as he cries. His girlfriends since 7 years have broke up with him. He was actually going to propose to her after they graduate. They were really cute. I really hoped that they would get married some day. Just some day.

"Why did she break up with you?" I ask, still rubbing his back. Sobs still leaves his mouth, but he's not as sad as when we got here. Tears is still running down his face. It breaks my heart to see him like this. He is always happy. Ok. Not always. But very often.

"She.. She said she cheated on my for weeks with a guy named Shawn. I don't know." He says, and I feel my heart break again. Is it... That Shawn. Or some other. I beg god it's some other dude! It would kill me to know he made her break up with Lucas and just fooled around with me.

I can't seriously believe this man!