My teacher and I || Shawn Mendes (✔️) {EDITING}

-Twenty Three

The next day I couldn't help but to feel paranoid. What if Cameron have told everyone about me and Shawn. What if Shawn got fired for having a relationship with a student. Or worse. What if he's in prison.

I've never felt this bad before. It's like a worm is eating me from the inside. I just want to puke, or sink into the earth and never come back.

But I feel a little relieved. Lucas isn't that mad that I kissed Shawn. He just got mad that it was the cheater, and I understand. His girlfriend for many year cheated on him. Ouch.

"You'll be ok, right? If anyone's mean to you I will seriously beat the sh-"

"Yes, Lucas. I will be ok, and I will call you if something happens." I cut him off with a smile. A quiet sigh leaves his small lips, and gives me a sad look.

"You know I'm not mad, you know?" I nod slightly. "But... It just feels so weird. I have so many questions. And..."

I give him a little smile, before guv big him a big hug. We don't hug that often anymore. We did it much more a couple years ago. Maybe months. I don't know why. I really miss hugging him.

He gives me one last look, before I say goodbye and walk out the door. And then started to walk down the lonely road (I'm sorry XD).

|Time-jump|

I can't describe how scared I am. I just want to turn back and walk home. Or just walk somewhere other than here. I don't want to be here, and I don't want to meet Cameron, nor Shawn.

"Ok Johanna. Deep breaths. Deep. Breaths." My heart pounds so hard it feels like it's going to jump out from my chest and start to run around. Fuck me. I don't want this. I would much rather kiss Ryan than be here.

Ryan is a kid with a acne covered face, has glasses and braces. He is really nice, never kiss him.

"There you are, Jo! I've been looking for you!" A familiar voice says, but it still startled me. I wasn't ready, and I got scared. Deal with it.

I turn around and see a Steph running towards me. Wow. She really have missed me. For so I thought...

"You, Johanna Abigail Parks, are a disgusting person!" She spit out as she could comes to me. Well, this answers my thoughts. Cameron have told everyone. Fuck.

"Steph, I can explain. Whatever Cameron have said is-"

"I don't want to hear. I'm just.. I'm just so mad you didn't tell me. You knew I had a big crush on him. You fucking backstabbing bitch!" I can hear the hurt in her voice. She have never been this mad at me. And now look at this.

I tried once again to hold in my tears. I knew this would happen. And I have the feeling that Shawn isn't going to be here. I beg you god, please tell me he's still here, and not in prison.

And then, I felt a stinging feeling on my left cheek. She had slapped me. And it wasn't soft, I can tell you.

"I hope your boyfriend rots in prison. And I hope you die in hell. Fucking slut." The last words were just above a whisper, and she stumbles away from me.

I have never, ever felt this bad. My best friend hates me. Everyone may know about me and Shawn. And Shawn's maybe in prison. I wish I could just... Just turn back time. Just go back and stop myself for liking him. Or just go back to when I kissed him 2 days ago. Ugh.

I feel my phone start to buzz in my jeans back pocket. I fish it up, and some sobs leaves my mouth. My eyes narrow the screen to see who's calling. And to my surprise, It's was him.

"Jo? Are you there?"

A/N: DUN DUN DUUUUUN! Cliffhanger.

Well, I'm sad to say this. The story is coming to an end, I hope.

But don't worry. There will be a sequel. I promise you that :)

By my small... reader?