My teacher and I || Shawn Mendes (✔️) {EDITING}

-Twenty Four

"Jo? Are you there?" His voice is still as soft. But I can hear worry in it.

"Sh-Shawn? Y-your-re not i-n prison?" I choke out. I'm trying so hard to not cry. I don't want to cry. I don't want him to know I'm crying.

"What? No. No, why would I be in prison?" I choke out sobs, and it feel like I'm going to break down. He doesn't know. Fuck. He doesn't know.

"They... they k-know!" I finally choke out after a while.

"What? Who knows about what?"

"Everyone! Everyone know... They know about us!"

"Wh-what? How-who told- how do you know?"

"Cameron told me! Steph hates me! Shawn, I don't know what to do!"

He's quiet for a while. I can hear frustrated breath on the other end. I really don't want anything bad to happen. I didn't want this. I just wanted a normal relationship with a boy who cared and loved me with his whole heart. Not this poisonous relationship with my teacher.

"Where are you, Jo?" He finally speaks, and I can hear on his voice he's really stressed and frustrated. I can hear something else to. Something I can't identify.

"I'm-" I cut myself off and starts to look around. "I'm at the school gate."

"Ok. Come to my classroom. Right now, ok?" I nod in reply, which was stupid. He can't even see me.

"Ok." I reply, and he hangs up. Ok, Jo. Take it easy. You can make it through the yard and to the classroom. If someone throw shit at you, just ignore it.

I take heavy breaths. It's now or never. I start to walk through the yard. Everyone throws dirty looks at me. I can feel it.

I can hear people call "Fucking slut!", "Whore" and much, much more. It really broke in me. But I don't show it. Trying to ignore it is really smart.

It just got worse when I entered tw school. More look got thrown at me, and people started to call me more mean things. Telling me I shouldn't be here at all. That I should be in elk with Shawn and rot there.

Only a little bit more. And then I'm at the classroom. I beg god that he's fine. I sounded like he wasn't in any danger. I really hope he wasn't. I would be devastated if something had happen to him.

"You don't understand. That boy is just spreading rumo-" I hear a fainted voice say, and I know exactly who it is.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck!

"Oh. So that video he shows is fake?"

"Yes! I would never in a million years kiss one of my students." That hit my chest harder than I expected. I know he don't mean that, but it still hurts like hell.

Shawn is discussing with, who I presume, is the principal. He is trying so hard to convince him that it's just rumours. But the principal don't sound that convinced. Not at all.

"Mendes. I really liked you. You were a nice boy. But this is bad, and illegal. I'm sorry to tell you, but you're fired." I let out a small gasp. Nope. This is not ok. This. Is. Not. Ok! Not in any circumstances.

"Mr. Gilinsky. Please. You can't-"

"And I hav called the police. They are coming to get you in any minutes." And that's when I felt it. I felt my heart break into a million pieces. This can't be real. I don't want this to be real.

"No! You can't do this!" I open my mouth without even thinking. Sometimes I hate my mouth and brain.

Both of the men turn around and look at me. Tears are streaming down my face. I don't care if Shawn see me like this. I'm crying because of everything that have happened these last months.

It all started with him starting at this school, and ended with him going to prison. This is not fair. I can't let this happen. He don't deserve to be in jail. I just wish I could just turn back everything. I wish he never even started to work at this school.

"Mrs. Parks. I'm sorry, but this is the only thing I could do. This man-" I stood himself and looks at Shawn. "- This.. pedophile deserves to be at prison. He knew what he did. And he need to pay for that."

"Please! He don't deserves any of this shit! This is all my fault!"

"Jo. Please-"

"No Shawn. I don't care what you say right now! You're not going to prison because of a hormonal teenage girl!"

"Jo. I'll be fine. It will go fast, I promise." I look at him in the eyes. Tears are falling down his face too. I've never seen him cry before. It hurts me so much more.

"Mr. Gilinsky. Please!" I begged. He just shakes his head, and even more tears started to fall from my eyes.

And even more started when I saw the officers come in. They all had a police uniform and a gun.

They walk towards Shawn, grabbing him forcefully on his arms and starts to drag him out of there. I scream out off my lungs, knowing they are going to take him to prison. He's going to be locked up with people who have done very bad things for years.

"Jo. I just want you to know... I-"

"Shut it, Mendes. You're not going to talk to this poor girl." One of the officers say. I see the frown on Shawn's face grow bigger. He knew what was waiting for him. And he knew this would happen if we got caught.

I see them walking out from the school, and my heart broke even more. They took him. They took him away from me. The only one who has really cared about me. It's.. unbelievable.

I can't believe he's... gone...

A/N: Everyone's going to hate me now, but the book... It's over :(

I'm sorry everyone. But if you want, you can read the sequel when it comes out, ok? Good.

Btw. I'm crying so hard after reading ASOTM (A Splitting Of The Mind). It's the saddest, and best, book I've ever read my entire life. And it have ruined the sentence 'I know things, remember' for me :(

WelL. Bye everyone in this book. It was fun writing in this one...

Xoxo. Me

Btw. I need title ideas!

2020-03-03 ——> lmao, there won't be a sequel for this carwreck