THE CATASTROPHE OF FALLING IN LOVE

PROLOGUE

Sa mundo ng pagibig, marami ang tanga. Dati nga di ko pa naiintindihan kung bakit ganon.

Kailangan ba talaga yon? Or is it one of the qualifications to get in?

My thought about love is that, love should be filled with unicorns and rainbows.

But i guess, unicorns and rainbows only exist in my imagination, because love taught me that there's no such thing as rainbow without the rain.

And that is pain. The truth is, I can't define pain, there's physically, and mentally pain.

Pero LOVE? Ano nga ba ang pag-ibig?

Words aren't enough to define what love is. The only thing that i could utter is that, love isn't something you plan, it is something you feel unexpectedly to person you could never imagine. And i guess love is a really dangerous sea, once you fell and drown it is hard to swim back and get up from the bottom.

And i never imagine, that i will fell inlove with the person i treasure the most, and i never imagine that the person i'm talking about will cause me so much pain. Damn, it feels like i'm offering myself to death.

Maybe i'm dumbest person to offer herself on how his best friend wins the heart of another girl. Maybe, maybe i really am not confident about myself. Maybe, i'm not worth it.

I never imagined falling in-love with the guy whom i treated to be like my brother. I never imagine that i will be drowning on the thoughts of "what if's". I never liked the idea of falling in-love but i did. Because i have no choice. Because i'm weak.

Does it hurt?

Of course it does. But i shall not rant from this pain, because it was me who caused it. It was me who accept it without hesitations. That's how dumb i am.

And i, Cristina will forever be his bestfriend. forever

oh and i will also be someone's chaos, yep again, i am Cristina and this is my story.