Every night
When I'm all alone
I search your name
Expecting to be blocked again
But I'm not.
Every day
My fingers hover
Over the keypad
Wanting to talk to you
But I don't
In fear I'm annoying you.
When we meet
I can't help but smile
Your my perfection
One in a million
But I can't tell you
Because you make fun
And I feel embarrassed.
I'm scared
I just want you to hold me
Tell me it's okay
That you'll never leave
Tell me that you want me
In your life
Because I need you.
When you told me
You loved me
My heart raced
I felt alive
I felt dizzy
Like I was going to faint
But it was okay
Because I knew you'd catch me.
I loved you
When we first met
And you abandoned me
But even now
I still love you
And I always will
No matter what you choose
Until the sun burns out
I will love you.
