Not Your Typical Love Story (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 36

Chapter 36

Songs for this chapter are:

All Of Me by John Legend

Moments by One Direction

Strong by One Direction

From Adam by Travis Garland

Die In Your Arms by Justin Bieber

Autumn Leaves by Ed Sheeran

Wherever You Are by 5 Seconds of Summer

Cannonball by Little Mix

Skinny Love by Birdy

Yellow by Coldplay

Wonderwall by Oasis (Ed Sheeran Cover)

Moira's POV

Life is so unfair. But I can't blame God or Jasmin. Because I know Jas really want to rest. But still.. I miss her already.

"Babe? Ready?" Harry asked before we got out from the car.

"Yeah. You know what it's so weird that I don't have the guts to cry since Jasmin.." I cut myself because i can't even say the word...died

"It's not weird. It just means that you're strong and can handle everything. I guess jasmin influenced you with being a strong woman you are now." He said holding my hand and pecked me on my cheeks.

"Well, I guess you're right.... C'mon, I don't want to be late to Jasmin's funeral." I said as we both made our way to his car

"You know.. We're both going to make a speech, right?" Harry said and i nodded at him "are you ready? Can you do it?"

"Honestly? I don't know. I'm not like Jas who's a fan of talking in front of a lot of people. I don't have that kind of confidence. You know me, i'm a shy type of person. But.. Today.. I think i'm going to make an exception. For Jasmin's sake.." I said and Harry took my hand and said "that's my girl"

"How about you? I mean, you sure are ready. You're used to being on stage and all" i said and he chuckled as he glanced at me sideways

"I am used to being on stage babe. You know, i'm used to performing in front of thousands of people. But.. I'm a little scared to make a speech. I'm a man of few words, i guess. I really don't know what to say. Jasmin and i.. We're not that close.. But i really do like her, you know. I love Jasmin like she's my own sister. Come to think of it, Jas and Gemma have the same attitude. You know, always bullying me and stuff." Harry said and i have to admit, Jas tend to bully Harry like Gemma does.

"I just hope that wherever she is right now.. I hope she's happy" Harry continued and i nodded in response as i look out the window and can't help but think about Zayn and how he is coping with Jasmin's... With Jasmin's death..

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Zayn's POV

"Son, we're going to be late" mum said and i just looked at her and broke down again and if she could just read my mind, she'll see how sorry i am for being like this. I know my mum and everyone close to me doesn't want me to be like this. But.. Jasmin is my happiness. And now that she's gone, it's like she took my happiness with her. Everything seems dull. Colorless. Lifeless.

"Zayn, dear.. Pull yourself together" mum said as she hug me tight

"I can't" i mumbled as i bury my face in her neck and for the first time in days, i let go of everything i am holding. Every feeling i kept.

"Yes you can. Jasmin doesn't want you to be like this Zayn." Mum said as she rub my back the way she used to when i was crying way when i was a small child