Not Your Typical Love Story (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 40

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Zayn's POV

Everytime i think of you babe, i can't help but smile. Because that's what you gave me. You gave me happiness in the span of a few months. You gave me the reason to smile and appreciate things dearly. You gave me a forever which we spent with laughter and love. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love you. I love you so much babe. And i will never get tired of loving you. Always and forever, right? Wait for me, okay? I'll be there soon. I promise. It won't be long now Jasmin.. Wait for me.

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Moira's POV

So this is it. I'm back in my country. I left them - him. I guess it's really the end of us. Guess I just need to accept the reality even if it's really hard. But what's harder is facing this life I once left. Life of solidarity. Of being alone. I left this life when Harry came along. And now.. Without my best friend, and without Harry, i am alone again.

"Hey there kiddo." Dad said when he approached. Guess I spaced out once I arrived here.

"Hey dad." I said rather too plainly. Trying to let him know I'm not in the mood to tell stories.

"What's the matter? It seems to me that you have a lot of things in your mind." He asked and I just nodded. And he led me to our car and drive home.

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Our drive home was complete silence. When we arrived at our home he carried my luggages and led me to the living room where some of my friends, family and jasmin's family were there holding a 'welcome back' tarpaulin and they all shouted "welcome back, moira!" and I just faked a smile and hugged them just to be nice.

"How's London? And I heard your boyfriend's from that famous band, One direction?" My aunt asked, and with that last question everyone's attention was on me waiting for an answer.

"London's amazing, and I'll totally go back there. And to answer your last question, auntie.. No, things didn't worked out for us." And with that I heard some 'aww' 'you two looked great' and the likes.

"Hey mom, can i just go to my bedroom? Jetlag's killing me. Just continue this party even without me okay? thanks for this. I love you." I asked my mom which she totally understand.

"Of course sweetie. Your dad and I can handle this. Oh by the way, jasmin's mom wanted to say thank you for everything you've done for jas. Go get some rest." She said and I hugged her tight.

"Okay" i whispered as i walk up the stairs and into my bedroom where Jas and i used to play as kids and have sleepovers with our other friends. Tho most of it, were only Jas and i. Talking about life and everything.

"Home sweet home" i whispered to myself and i took off my shoes and sat down on my bed, turning my laptop on to find an email from a few weeks or so ago.

From: JasminAngeles22@yahoo.com

To: MoiraDeCastro@yahoo.com

Subject: i'm gonna miss you all.. Love you guys so much.

The email was from Jasmin.. I haven't been checking my emails for almost a month since i was busy in London with things with Harry and taking care of Jasmin.. Most of the time, i don't read emails because my parents were always calling me on my phone, and the boys are with me, so are the girls. So my emails are usually composed of spams or updates from my Facebook and other social media accounts.. Maybe.. Maybe Jasmin emailed me on purpose. Maybe she wanted me to read this email after she's gone... I'm afraid to read what's in her email but.. I know she wants me to. And i know i have to.

"Hi Moira! By the time you're reading this, i'm probably long gone and buried ten feet under the ground. Hey, is it only ten feet or is it more? Well.. I'm gonna find out as soon as i'm there, right? Anyways.. I know it's hard dealing with this kind of shit in life but everything has it's reason. Or maybe reasons. Moira, you're a strong girl. I know you are. Fight for what you love. Don't let others bring you down. Don't let the test of time bring you down. I'm sorry that i am such a bully to your past boy friends, and to your present one.. But i want you to know that i'm only looking out for you. I know you're older than me for a couple of months but we both know my mental age is more matured than yours so yeah.. Haha. I've attached files in this email. I hope you don't open it tho. Burn these files into a disc and give it to Zayn. The other file is for you and Harry. I want you to open it on the day of my first death anniversary. If you open it now, i swear to God i'm gonna haunt you for the rest of your life, got it? I'm sorry for leaving so soon. I hope you understand. I'm gonna miss you guys so much.. I wish it didn't have to be this way but we can't do anything about it. Okay.. This email's getting longer and i bet Zayn would probably wonder where i am. See you guys when you get to heaven.. If that's where i'm going tho. Lol. Bye. Xx"

I'm so intrigued by these files in her email but for Jasmin's sake.. I won't open it. I swear i won't. But.. How will i be able to give this to Zayn, and how will i be able to show this to Harry a year from now if things between Harry and i are not okay? And i think it will never be okay. We will never be okay. But this is for the best, right? Why is it that every time i do the right thing, i feel like i'm doing a mistake? Will i ever get past Harry? Will he ever get past me? I'm pretty sure he will. He's Harry Styles. He's my Harry.. Or WAS my Harry. And i'll miss him. I love him. But it's not meant to be. I thought he's the one. Turns out he isn't. I thought he's my forever.. Turns out forever doesn't exist.

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Harry's POV

She's gone. She left me. I thought i could give her the happiness she deserves, but i was wrong. I'm always wrong. I always fuck up and ruin the only good thing in my life. Her. Moira. She's my everything. She's the anchor that pulls my feet on the ground. She's the answer to my prayers. She's everything i could ever ask for. But i let her go. I fucked up and destroyed what we had. Will she ever think of me again? Will she ever look back and smile because what we had was real? Or was it? Was it real? It is, for me. But what about her? I love her. I love her so fucking much but i just didn't know how to take care of our relationship. Zayn told me Moira's a keeper, just like Jasmin. But i'm so stupid to let her go. When we were at the airport, i wanted to kiss her so badly. I wanted to kneel, to beg her not to go. To not leave me. But with the pride i have.. Being the proud guy that i am, i stood my ground. After hugging her, i wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and beg her to come back but i didn't. I'm that stupid. And i will never forgive myself for letting go of the only girl i love. The only girl who loved me as me. I'm so stupid. Will she ever accept me again? Will she ever come back in my life? I wish she would.. I hope she would.

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And thats the end of the story. Lol. Sorry for this crappy chapter. Haha. We promise to do better on the sequel. Yes. There's a sequel so yeah. Hope you'd read it too. And all chapters of this story would be in editing process in case of typos or weird setting or whatsoever. Lol. Thanks for reading NYTLS! Love youuuuu guys!

Xoxo

- Jasmin & Moira