Chapter 38

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Moira's POV

As I arrived at Harry's flat he immediately hugged me

"Jesus! Where have you been? You said you're just gonna look for Zayn! You're gone for almost four hours." Harry said worriedly between our hugs

"C'mon let's go inside then I'll answer your question." I said and he lead the way to his living room and the lads is there obviously waiting for me.

"Now, answer my question babe. Where have you been?" Harry asked. Dead serious

"I found Zayn." I said. Well I basically didn't answered Harry's question.

"Why didn't you brought him here with you? And you didn't answered Harry's question." Liam said

"He doesn't want to. I was in the cemetery where I found Zayn. He said he wants some time with Jas."

"He's being selfish" Harry said and Liam looked at him with a surprised look on his face. I won't blame him. It surprised me too.

"He's not being selfish" i said "his girlfriend died. It's normal to be like that"

"To be like what? To grieve all his life? To bring us all down with him? He's selfish. He doesn't think of what we're feeling or what we're going to feel. He doesn't think of everyone but himself." Harry said

"Shut up Harry" Liam said, his voice low and his eyes glaring at Harry

"It's true Liam and you know it. So Jasmin died. So what? Everyone dies for God's sake! He's not the only one who lost a girlfriend! Millions of people did!" Harry said and i can't help but let tears fall from my eyes and Liam took me by my elbow and hugged me as i cry

"What?" Harry asked, oblivious to what he had said

"See what you did Harry?" Liam said "next time, think first before you speak. You're hurting a lot of people without you even knowing because you're unaware of the things you had said."

"Whatever. All i'm saying is Zayn's selfish." Harry said

"No." I said "you did say he's selfish. And you did say my best friend's death is just nothing"

"I didn't say that! It's not like that!" Harry said

"You did Harry. When will you grow up and think of other's feelings before you speak what's on your mind?" I said "Zayn's grieving because he lost his girlfriend. My best friend. Your 'he's not the only one who lost a girlfriend and millions of people did' statement just let me know that you might not even care if i was the one who died. Grieving is normal, Harry. Zayn lost the love of his life. He's not being selfish, he's hurting. He's in pain. Don't bring Jasmin in this. This isn't about you or your band right now. This is about Zayn and how he's coping up. If he wants to visit Jasmin in the cemetery, then it's not your business anymore."

"See what Zayn being selfish did to you, Moira? You're protecting him. You're always not on my side. Every time we have discussions about things you're always contradicting what I'm saying. And now, you're making me the bad person here. Go on, Moira. Tell my whole family about this! That's where you're good at right? You want everyone's attention." With that I slapped Harry. Louis and Niall who just walked in to the room was shocked, as well as Liam

"Of course I'm protecting Zayn! He's my bestfriend's boyfriend. And he's my friend. You don't even care about Zayn. You're the one who's selfish here. I'm not the one who wants everyone's attention, you are! We're done, Harry. I'm sick of your bullshits. It seems that you don't care how i'm feeling and what everyone's feeling is. I wish that you should've just told us you're holding a grudge to Jasmin and I'll understand. But instead you let this happen. I'm sorry, Harry. Our relationship will not work anymore if you're just thinking about yourself."

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