The Spanish Boy ~ Ivan Martinez x reader

Chapter 5

I wanted so badly to fall asleep but i didn't want to at the same time. I was so tired but so overwhelmed and stressed about not only what happened today, but what was in that envelope Jake gave me. It felt heavy.

I looked over at Emilio because he hadn't said much this whole time. He was looking out the window looking all depressed. I felt bad.

"Emilio are you ok?"

"Si i am fine." He said still looking out the window.

"Emilio... I don't think you are."

"I just feel so bad for you... i can't imagine what you are going through right now." As he said that he looked a me.

"Emilio it is sad, it really is. But i don't want this to make you sad. I want you to be happy. I will be okay i promise." I said giving him a smile. He smiled back. I gave him a hug and laid my head on his shoulder. I closed my eyes for a few seconds just to think about what just happened today again. Then i picked my head up before i fell asleep.

~About 3 hours later.~

We had finally got home. We all got out and walked inside. Jake then gived me another hug. He said,

"You are so strong, I am not going to lie what happened today hit me hard too but just think she is in a better place now ya know, and if you ever need me please come to me. I want to help you as much as possible. Also i will let you sleep in tomorrow." H said breaking the hug smiling at me.

"You still can. It will make me think that nothing has changed and everything is still the same as what it used to be and thank you jake it means a lot."

"Of course well I better head off to bed with Erika. Goodnight, love ya."

"Love you too Jake."

I went up to Emilio and gave him another hug because today was just a day full of hugging.

"Emilio you should go get some rest."

"Yea... Goodnight y/n."

"Goodnight Emilio. You are such a caring person and i love that about you." I made a heart with my hands and he did one back as he went upstairs. It was only me and Ivan at this point.

" Do you want to go sit on the balcony with me? You don't have to i bet you are really tired." I asked Ivan.

"I am kinda tired but you are more important to me."

I started to blush and i looked down cause i could feel tears starting to form. That was so sweet. We began upstairs. I was lucky enough to have a balcony coming off of my room.

We sat on my swinging chair. Ivan put his hand around me. I looked around at the beautiful view of L.A. i loved seeing the lights all lit up. It truly made me happy almost as much as Ivan. Whenever he puts his arm around me i always feel so secure.

~Ivan's POV~

I am glad that she suggested we sit up here. It is so beautiful. Almost as beautiful as y/n. I really like her... but I am just afraid that she won't feel the same. (sorry this part was short hehe)

~your POV~

I looked up at Ivan and he looked back at me. Anytime I look into his eyes i just get lost. I liked him, I liked him alot. But what if he doesn't feel the same way? I laid my head back on him and just stared at all of the beautiful lights. That is when i remembered the letter but i was so distracted in the moment and plus i didn't really want to cry anymore I wasn't going to open it yet.

"Y/n?" I hear Ivan say.

"Yea?"

"I have to tell you something."

"Are you ok what is it?"

"I am fine... it's just something i have to get off of my chest." He said. I sat up and turned to the side so i was facing him.

"What is it?"

"I...I....I think I kinda......"

"Kinda what!!??"

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HEHE I had a different plan on this chapter but i didn't want to make it anymore sad ya know?