Slightly addicted (PUCKURT

chap 9: My secret

KURTS POV

I run to Puck's doorstep flamin mad. I pounded on the door "PUCK OPEN THE DAMN DOOR." funny, this isn't the first time we've been through this.

Puck opened the door "Kurt... I am so sor-" "HOW DARE YOU, RYDER IS INNOCENT HOW DARE YOU DRAG HIM INTO OUR PROBLEMS."

"Kurt-" "HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU thEN BREAK MY HEART ALL BECAUSE I WASNT READY TO Fuck." My voice cracked.

"I- I don't know where to begin, who hurt you so bad you don't want to let me love you," "Noah thats not the point, you should just respect that I'm not ready."

"Okay," Puck held my hand but I pulled away "if you must know.... It was five years ago... I was 11, my babysitter was watching over me and... He made me do things to him- I was scared out of my mind. I tried to get away but he had a gun... I never told anyone not Dad, not Finn, not you."

"I am so sorry, I feel terrible I was so horrible, forcing you to sleep with me was the stupidest thing I have ever done. I love you,"

"No I'm sorry, that happened years ago I need to let it go," "no Kurt, never apologize for being afraid, I'm afraid- I'm afraid that something will happen to you or to us, something irreversible."

I smile and scoot closer to Puck "nothing is going to happen to us, not again." I smash my lips onto Puck's. It was like a million butterflies flew around in my stomach.

I pulled Puck to his room, still deep into the kiss. I push Puck on his bed and took off my shirt. "Are you sure you want to? We don't have to," He says. "I want to, I want this," he takes off his shirt and pants as my hands find his chest.

I unbutton my jeans right as Jake barges in, Puck's little brother.

"Dude what the hell,"

"Uh, Jake, this is - ugh Kurt, Kurt, Jake. My brother," Puck introduces.

"Heyyyy," I mumble as I climb off of Puck. "No, no, stay- Jake, get out." He nods and does as told.

"I'm sorry about him," Puck apologizes. "I barely ever get to see your brother, I don't mind it, although the timing was bad," I lean in and kiss Puck.

Puck removes my pants, after asking permission. He bit my bottom lip and placed his hands on my waist.

All our clothes were removed "fuck me," I demand. "Gladly,"

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I smiled while looking at Puck. It was 7 A.M. and he was still sleeping.

He was so cute when he slept, he was so cute always. "I love you." I whispered to him.

SORRY FOR THAT SHITTY CHAPTER. ANYWAYS THANKS FOR READING THIS STORY I'm thinking of writing a Cashton/Muke fanfic??? Yep I think so😍😍😍