"this slope is treacherous
this daydream is dangerous"
the drive had been silent, yet it wasn't the ice cold silence that you would expect but a comforting one- they were in love and they were happy, or at least in this exact moment they were happy, just to be next to eachother.
the air between andrea and luke was pure and clean as if nothing had ever happened between the two and they were practically a couple who had grown old together, like they knew eachother for a lifetime.
andrea rested her head against the cool glass window and bit her nails- she had always wished it was a habit she could say she had when she was nervous or scared however it wasn't, it was just another thing she did that she hated herself for however little did she know, luke loved it just because he loved her.
lukes long fingers were sprawled out gently resting on the leather gear stick. as they went over the sharp hill, andrea gasped and reached her hand onto lukes in immediate retaliation to the acceleration, "please be careful luke." it was raining quite heavy by this point which was surprising considering there were very little, if any, clouds about an hour prior.
"this slope is treacherous in this weather, drive slowly," she whispered to him, but he was too distracted by his busy mind and ran his tongue over the lips that andrea wanted to carress so desperately before bringing his lip bring between his teeth.
"luke?"
"huh? s-sorry i was just thinking, whats wrong?"
"not even an hour ago we were fine, you told me you loved me and we were in eachothers arms. and now you can't even talk to me? somethings going on with you and i demand right now you tell me."
"that's why we're going where we're going baby, i need to tell you then, okay?"
"no, stop the fucking car and tell me this minute because as each second passes i'm losing you, you're becoming more and more distant and that's not something i want to happen- i've told you before luke, i cant lose you"
"andrea, no, this is too important okay? just trust me, please.."
"no, now," she said looking straight at him. luke sighed and pulled the car over. he could have stopped the car in the middle of the freeway, it was that empty but he needed fresh air. as he went to open the door andrea grabbed his forearm and her ice blue eyes looked into his.
"please," she begged. a single tear rolled down one cheek so she bit her lip and furrowed her eyebrows to stop any more coming and turned to look out of the front window, so sure that luke was just going to get out and leave that she couldn't even look at him.
she let go of his cold arm and let out a shaky breath then tucked her messy excuse of hair behind her ear. just as she went to wipe underneath her eyes, she felt luke's touch on her chin, turning her head to face his. she gasped again.
"fuck," he thought. "i really do love that."
they leant over the middle compartment and their noses were nearly touching, four blue eyes and two beating hearts. the only noise was the rain crashing on the roof of the car. her eyelashes fluttered and she drew a sharp breath as lukes thumb moved along her jaw line and brushed away the tear that had slowly rolled down her soft skin
any cliche movie or book would have them kiss but at that moment in time, there was something in the air. something wasn't right. the moment was so perfect and andrea was imagining a life like this but this daydream was dangerous; she knew something was wrong.
andrea slowly leant her forhead against his as her breathing returned to normal and she closed her eyes.
after a long, peaceful silence, she played with the bottom of his shirt before he flinched and sat back
"please don't do that," he said quickly. but it was too late. she had seen.
"luke what the fuck is that? why is there a fucking tube under your shirt? luke please, talk to me luke, please.."
"that's what i've been trying to tell you, i.."
"what have you been trying to tell me? fuck luke, please"
"andrea, baby.. i have cancer"
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a/n: HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS I TOLD YOU SOME STUFF WAS GONNA HAPPEN
I HAD TO DOUBLE UPDATE BC U SEE WHY AND I MAY JUST UPDATE AGAIN TONIGHT
IM SO LAME IM FREAKING OUT AND ITS MY OWN FANFIC ANYWAY IDC WHATEVER
ONE CHAPTER LEFT MAYBE TWO ILL SEE HOW MANY VOTES AND WHATEVER I GET
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