Do you know that feeling when people ship you with a certain person you had taken a liking before?
PUCHAHAMNIDA.
AKO BES? OO!1!!1!
The worse thing is—that certain person tries to avoid you in any way he/she could.
Yes, it's true, I HAD a crush on him. But that was before. DATI BES AS IN NOON, NAKARAAN, NAKALIPAS, PAST, LONG AGO!
NAGING crush ko siya. Pero that was, in grade 7?
AHAYEGVYEGBFJUEYTGSERYT JUSKO BES MATAGAL NA YUN TAPOS NGAYON LANG NAGKALAT!1!!11!
HUTANG INERNS NAKAKASAGABAL SA BANGS!
We're close friends. OO LECHE PWENDS KAMI.
Unfortunately, because of this incident, he seems to avoid me all the time.
AND Y'NOW WHAT, EVEN MY OWN SISTER SHIPS US! JUSKO YOKONA.
To be frank, it's actually okay for me if they ship us as long as nothing wrong will happen; as if we take it as a joke, to amuse ourselves.
Pero wala eh, he takes it seriously. Whenever I'm around him, his joyful smile fades, and he stares blankly at the wall.
What I'm trying to say is—nasasayangan ako sa friendship namin. DAHIL SA MGA—nvm.
I SRSLY DONT GET IT.
I DONT GET HIM.
Why is he avoiding me?
Does he hate me?
He can just say straightly to my face, "Ayaw ko sayo."
Simple as that.
HE'S ACTING IMMATURELY.
EWAN KO SAKANYA.
AYAW KO NA.
AND WAIT.
WHY AM I EVEN IMMERSING MYSELF WITH THESE?
THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE, WHO CAN ACT AS MATURELY THAN HE IS.
BUT I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO IS AS FRIENDLY AS WHAT EVERYBODY THINKS I AM.
BECAUSE INSIDE, I ALWAYS FEEL ALONE.
