the guy from grade school

Chapter 10

Sams p.o.v

I stare at Fire and Dillan making out wile Jakes mouth to the floor. It's kind of funny after Sapphire told me what happened with Dillan I could tell that she still liked him and I know Dillan liked her. Dillan would always talk about her and he would never talk about brook.  Sapphire walks past me and tells me to take a picture it would last longer. I roll my eyes and let out a chuckle. I walk up stairs and go into my bedroom and lay down. I can't help but think about Dillan's  side of the story.

*flash back*
Boom. Someone runs into me and I fall to the floor. "Dude what the-" I stop when I see it's Dillan crying? "Dillan what's wrong?"

"Can we go some where else and talk about it?"

"Yeah"

We go into the janitors closet and see what the fuck? A razor?I hear Dillan  curse under his breath and I finally ask him what's wrong again.

"I kissed Sapphire and told her that I liked brook"

" dude why?"

"Because I can't hurt her like I do every other girl"

"I think you kind of did"

"I know"

"When are you going to tell her the hole story?"

"I can't tell her I've liked her since third grade! I can't tell her I used her sister to make her like me! I can't tell her I love her! Do you know how hard that is!?"

"I've tried to tell Amy I've liked her since sixth grade I know trust me"

" I love Sapphire so much but she deserves so much more than me"

"Maybe that's true but she wants you" I get up and walk away to leave Dillan with his thoughts.

*end of flashback*

Dillan's p.o.v

I kissed her. I loved it. But Im going to hurt her. . I walk up to her room and sit down on her bed. She lays on my chest and we slowly go to sleep. I wake up with a sleeping Sapphire in my arms. She's so beautiful. "Good morning" she says. " Sapphire I'm scared"

"Of what?"

" I don't want to hurt you"

"You can't hurt me more than I already am"

" soooooo"

"Sooooo"

"Are you ready?"

"Not yet Dillan but I will be"

" I love you fire"

"I know you do"

She gets up and that's my cue to leave because she needs to get ready for school.

Sapphire p.o.v

I change into a plain blue shirt and black leggings with some white converse. I go downstairs and sneak out the door so no one forces me to eat breakfast. I'm walking down the side walk and here Dillan yell my name. I ignore it and keep walking. I suddenly feel me get thrown over someone's shoulder "put me down!" I hit there back. I see it's not Dillan but Jake that's thrown me over their shoulder and I'm starting to get aggravated.  "Put me the fuck down Jake!" He ignores me and soon enough we're back at the house. Jake sits me down on a bar stool and hands me a bowl of captain crunch. "Eat" Dillan and Jake say at the same time. "No"I put the bowl on the counter and go out the front door. I don't even make it out of the gate before I get pulled over jakes shoulder again. " please fire?" Dillan ask me. "You don't get it!"

" get what?"

"How hard it is to eat!  To be different!  To see other people stuff their faces with food but they don't get any fatter!"

I start to cry and leave for the last time. I walk until I get to school. I go through first,second,third and fourth period without talking to Jake or Dillan. I sit down at lunch with Amy and sam. "Gym what's wrong?" I hear Amy say. "Us" I hear some one say. I lift my head up and see that Dillan and Jake have sat in their usual spots. "I'm fine" I whisper. Yep I'm fine. I'm fine. The two most un-true words some one can ever say. I'm not fine.  I love this guy but can't be with him, I can't eat because my mind won't let me and I'm not fine. I hate those words so Much. I'm fine. I'm fine. When someone says I'm fine you know there not.  When some one says I'm fine you need to look them in the eyes and tell them it's going to be ok.

"Sapphire please talk to us" Dillan says. About what? Did they just have a conversation?

Amy's p.o.v.

"I'm fine" Sapphire says. "No your not" Dillan says to her. She doesn't respond. "Sapphire?" Jake says. "Fire?" Sam says. "Sapphire! Are you dead?" I yell. "Sapphire please talk to us" Dillan's says. She looks up from her food finally and walks away. 



Hey that was longer wasn't it? This was kind of a stupid chapter but I just want to say if your not fine I get that I'm not fine either but I Hope you have some one talk to like I do.  If you don't have some to talk to don't be afraid to ask someone to talk😊. Byeeee hope you liked it.