Bad & Boujee

Bad & Boujee || Two

I woke up miserable as fuck. I don't want to think about what happened to me last night but it won't stay off my mind. Getting in the shower, I didn't even stand up. I sat there and let the hot water cleanse my soul. Thinking about how I was going to fake my happiness as the scorching water hit my body. Soon enough I got light headed and washed myself. I let the rest of my tears out and had to make myself strong again. Wrapping the towel around my body I brushed my teeth and washed my face.

I put on my Shea Moisture face mask while I moisturized my skin with coconut oil. After rinsing it off the mask I threw on some underwear, sweatpants, a bra and tank top. I was just gonna chill today. I didn't want to do anything. My body is sore and I don't want to be bothered with anyone. I popped two Aleve pills hoping the pain in between my legs would go away. I laid back and watched my 90210 and literally did nothing.

"Ri, whatchu want to eat?" My mom came in my room.

"I don't want to eat." I said taking off my pink Beats Earphones.

"Why is your face swollen? You been crying for what?"

I seen Tyler walk pass my room and raise his eyebrow. It made me drop another tear.

"No reason. My show just got really sad for a few episodes." I lied straight through my teeth.

"It's anything you want to do today or tonight?"

"I can barely move mommy."

"Why?"

"My legs sore." I told her. "I just woke up and they were hurting really bad."

She walked out without saying okay or anything like that. Atleast she came back with an ice pack though. I put it in between my thighs and felt instant relief. I want to tell her so bad but I don't know her reaction or what she's going to say. I mean she called me a liar when I told her he was hitting and abusing me. She's most definitely not going to believe this situation. Looking down my timeline another party picture popped up. I screenshotted it and sent it to my mother. She replied "Find somebody to go with and you can go, I will drop yall off too." I instantly thought of my baby momma. I swear she be the most turnt at parties. You will never catch her on the wall.

"Hey baby momma." She answered my call on the second ring.

"Hey suh, whatchu doing?" I asked.

"Nothing watching my little cousin. Wassup?"

"None I was finna ask if you wanna come spend a night at my house. Its this party from nine to one I wanna go to."

"Oh bitch you know I'm always down for a turn up. Lemme text my momma and ask her and I'mma text you later." She replied.

"Aight bye." I hung up the phone. I truly didn't realize it was only 12 in the afternoon. I honestly didn't realize how early I woke up. I normally don't be out the bed until two.

I laid back texting Kylon. Man all this boy do is make me smile. He's so cute with his chocolate self. I just can't be walking around saying my boyfriend 18 years old and shit. He will not catch a charge cause of me. I want this boy to meet my mom but when she ask his age, uh I'm not going to be sure what to say or do. Receiving an iMessage notification, my baby momma said that her mom said she can come. She's getting dropped off around four.

"Momma." I walked down the steps.

"What?"

"Karma coming over here to spend a night. She coming to the party with me."

"Fine with me." She stated.

Walking back upstairs to my room and putting the ice pack back between my thighs, I laid down and watched my phone. And boom, I was waiting, of course my door opened.