Bad & Boujee

Bad & Boujee || Fourteen

"Kari pooh." Karma said as I answered her call, putting the phone up to my ear.

"Yes hun?" I smiled.

"I got bad news baby, but I promise I'm here for you."

"Just tell me already." I was getting scared.

"You know why Jay ain't been calling nobody?" She asked.

"No."

"He was killed. He was the unidentifiable male in the homicide yesterday."

I broke into tears. I seen it on the news and prayed it wasn't the love of my life. Crying, I could hear Karma sigh and hang up. Jay was my life. He was my best friend, my heart, everything I've ever wanted, he completed me, I want him back. Crying myself to sleep, I couldn't handle the pain no more. I'm having contractions and I have no one. I was left with two babies with no help. Driving myself to the hospital, I knew it was the safest place for me to be. Packing a bag for me, Jaelah and my future I couldn't stop shedding tears. Jay wouldn't want be to be like this but it's so much to handle. Way too much.

After getting checked in and crying all over again cause I'm lonely. They took Jae into a child care center at the hospital, I'll explain everything to her when I get out of here. My water broke soon as I laid back into the twin sized bed. Screaming and groaning, I called out for help. Not only from the nurses but for Jesus too, I need him the most. Since Karma was on my emergency contact list, she showed up first and held my hand all the way through.

Long through nine hours of labor, I had a beautiful caramel mocha, chunky baby.

"What are you going to name her?"

"Jayden Noelle."