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Pain Of Heartbreak

I love her.

The feelings aren't mutual.

I would give up my life for her.

She doesn't give a fuck.

I tried so hard for her.

I wasn't good enough.

I never will be good enough.

But I love her small grammar mistakes.

I love her beautiful blue eyes.

I love the feeling of her warm skin on mine.

I love her laugh.

I flat out love her.

But every time I remember my heart breaks.

Have you ever felt heart break?

It's so painful.

Your chest feels like it was ripped open and the somebody proceeded to pound on it with a sledge hammer.

You feel like your being torn apart.

You look down at your stomach and relies its convulsing in pain.

Your in so much pain that you begin to whimper and cry.

You realize you have to quiet down so nobody hears.

Your mind produces so many suicidal thoughts that you can't stop...

No matter how hard you try.

Jumping off a bridge. Car crash. Stabbing major artery. Hanging yourself. Drowning yourself. And many more

You never get used to the pain.

I have these pains at least 3 times a month.

The worst is on the 19th and 28th of each and every month.

The pain multiplies by two every time.

But I can't stop it.

I hope to be able to overcome this pain in the future.

But for now I deal with it.