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solely based on the adventures of episode 2x18 flashback #2
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magnus pov
knock knock knock
who's here at 4pm on a monday?
i open the door to lay my eyes upon my wonderful boyfriend.
"hey" "hey, is jace home?" alexander was speaking at an extremely quick pace, quite unusual. "no, he left hours ago, are you oka-" i was cut off by my boyfriends soft lips hitting mine, this time, his touch was far from normal, it was like he was hungry, driven, like he was determined to do something, get something. i pulled away, "hey, whats this about. i mean, I'm not complaining but-"
"i...i just thought we could, you know. take things to the next step."
ah i understand.
"the sex step"
he nodded. i told him my feelings for him we rare and i didnt want to rush into things, he reassured me he wanted it, and i had nothing to worry about. and quite honestly, i did want it now. he grabbed my collar and kissed me passionately whilst walking us towards the bedroom, we made it inside and he shut the door, as if anyone will come in. alec was so awkward, struggling to take off his shoes, tripping over his own feet, laughing into my mouth. i loved it, i loved him, i love him. i love him, i love alec. while getting lost in thought, i didn't realize but things escalated, i was on top of him, he didn't have a shirt on and i was pulling his hair. then it happened, my glamour, i couldn't control it anymore. i grabbed my temple and pulled away, i was still hovering over him, just my eyes were shut. "mags, what is it?"
"i just, sometimes i, i lose control."
i slowly opened my eyes. i expected him to want to stop, to leave. instead, he smiled. "you're" he paused and pecked my lips, "so" another pause, another peck, "beautiful." he finished, i grinned, a big wide grin. he returned that. i sealed our lips once again. we were both holding each other, he was raising my shirt up my torso and i had a hand on his cheek and one tangled up in his beautiful, brown hair. this was all i need.
alec here, alec now.
nothing mattered at this point, i didn't care that i was a downworlder and he was a shadowhunter, i didn't care that his parents didn't accept us, i didn't care that our people were slightly at war. i didn't care.
alec pov
and i didn't either.
/note/
i cried writing this, I'm just gonna leave it here. okay. bye. ~gillian
