As I ran I could hear pearls yelling from afar. I just couldn't stop and Face her again, face her voice, her thoughts.It all scared me and I know that running from my problems isn't going to help me in anyway, but I couldn't help it.
I did what I know best, I chickend out and ran like a wimp That I am. I can't believe I ran and without saying a word.
I stopped in my tracks and forced myself to turn around because I need to tell her it was an important thing that I needed to do for myself.
I realized that it wasn't healthy for me to keep putting the feeling off like it was nothing. I mean I did tell her but it feels like I didn't even say a word to her.
I wasn't that far because I didn't even make it to the town just yet. I started moving my feet again my head, my thoughts kept trying to switch my decision on going back and hearing her out.
"Pearl." I seen her in the distance sitting, "Can we talk?" Taking a seat beside her I watched her every move trying to see if she was pissed.
"I'm sorry if I scared you amethyst but don't ever run away or walk away from me when I'm trying to talk." She looked up from the sand and directly at me.
My heart dropped and so didn't my eyes, I scooted away from her and crossed my arms, "I will admit it was a bit to much for me to just run off like a idiot but I didn't know what to do, okay?" I took in a deep breath and exhaled.
"I think it's a bit cheesy when I say that I'm in love with you but I am," I sat up straight and place my hands on the soft ground, "I can't really explain it but I feel it, you know?"
I looked back up to see how pearl was taking this all in, Her face didn't really have an expression it was just dull but still beautiful.
"Ame do you know what love is ?" Pearl looked up at me with a frustrated expression mixed with sadness, "What do you feel? Huh ?"
"Pearl I'm not joking around if that's what you think." I started getting angry at the thought of her thinking I was joking about this.
"Why would you ask 'what do I feel' ? When you already know what I feel. I just told you how I felt about you that I love you and you ask me something stupid." I looked away from her and tried to pull myself together, well not myself but my ego.
"You know what I should have never told you." I got up and started walking to the house, "It would have been better anyways."
"Amethyst," Pearl called me back, "I am very fond of you as well." I stop walking and looked back at her getting up.
"Hmm," I shook my head and smiled, "very fond ?" I raised my eyebrow and kept my eyes on her the whole time.
"Yes, Fond." She wiped the dirt and sand from her bottom and walked ahead of me, "Fond means having an affection or liking for some like love." She put her hands together and kept walking.
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Well guys here it is ! I've been working on this for sometime and it took me a while to figure out what I wanted to do for this and I am still kinda not feeling this but it was better than the others so I had to use it.
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