I care about this boy a whole fucking lot and right now he's in so much pain maybe even the worst pain he's ever felt this boy is hurting and I can't go to him, I can't help him, I can't hold him, I dont know how to comfort him. im stuck here watching him go through this and i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it I HATE THIS SIMUCHIHAYEITIHATEITIJATEITIHATEIT
I'm so sorry you have to go through this alone. If I could I would be there with you right now. I'd hold you tight and close to my heart, you can cry, you can scream, you can yell at the top of your lungs everything you wanted to say. ill hold you tight and be there for you through it all.i want to whisper it'll be okay in your ear and hold you so tight because you need it right now
why are you such an asshole can't you tell I need affection I feel like shit I need to push myself back together I feel like my skin is tearing open I don't want to be around anyone they're so insensitive and not empathetic fuck you I'm tired of this I'm working myself over how we're getting distant and I'm just tired and wanted some support but I constantly feel like you're pushing me away and don't like me as much as your other friends maybe I'm just stupid
I don't say this enough but I love my sister. I know she's messed up and isn't the smartest and makes fun of me and tells me how disgusting I am and points out when I fuck up all the time. But she's still my little sister who looks up to me. She's young and doesn't understand yet. She's creative and full of imagination. She makes messes. She's a mess herself. But I love that little girl. She isn't always there for me but we keep each other's secrets. It's weird to see her grow up. I think I liked her better when she was 2 or 3 and still had so much potential to be a better person than she is now. I still love her nonetheless and hopefully she'll clean up a bit. Not cause our mom so many headaches.
dad I haven't told you I loved you in 7 years. I don't know if I'm ready to forgive you. you treated us like shit every day of my life. I've just been distancing myself so we didn't get hurt again. you quit drinking but your an asshole with or without a can in your hand. I don't think I'll forgive u, I don't forgive people who hurt my mum.
i can't live with myself knowing that i hurt you someone fucking kill me i need to go away right now right now someone make me fucking disappear
ohmygod i can't believe i hurt you again imso fucking sorry i love you so much im in love with you please don't leave me i can't lose you i won't be able to live with myself i love you more than anyone please don't go i need you oh god im so fucking sorry i love you i love you i love you im sorry im sorry it was never my intention to hurt you i love you so muchog my god i love you i love you im sorry im so fucking sorry
