he picked me up at about 12 and we headed out to the cave. i gave him a big hug because it's been a while since we've seen each-other. we walked down to the cave, and he was a little shaken up by how dark it was and honestly, me too. we walked to the cave and then set up the blanket. i looked for my drug shit but couldn't find a lighter. so we just laid down on one blanket and i wrapped us up with the other. he pulled out his computer and speaker, to start playing me some of his new music that i've been waiting to hear. we talk and listen to music for about 45 minutes. then it gets really cold, dark, and quiet all at once. i snuggle up to him in the blanket and wrap my arms around him. he puts his beanie on my head and rubs on my arm. we're listening to brent faiyaz at 1am in the cave cuddling in the dark. i scoot my face closer and closer to him until i see he's really close and i lean in and kiss him. he stops and says "i didn't mean to kiss you", i told him "i did" and he leans back in and kisses me again and again. he kisses me slow and gentle, his lips are so soft and big they felt amazing. then he puts his hands on my waist and pulls me closer to him as we kiss. he puts his hand on my face and rubs circles on my cheeks. he made me feel so wanted and respected and beautiful all at once. when we leave and we're parked in my neighborhood park, i keep joking around and saying that i look like a crackhead and he stops me mid sentence. holds my face in his hands and tells me he thinks i look beautiful. i giggle and say i've really gotta go, and i get all my stuff and then say "goodbye kiss?" and i lean in and he pulls my chin in and kisses me slowly and softly on the lips for a bit.
